Stay with me {Kellic}

Chapter 31

*A/N: i just wanted to state that so far this is my longest fanfic i've written, ive never writen a story with more than 50pages, the only reason i keep writing is because of all the nice comments i've been getting, thank you so much*

*Kellin Pov*

last night when i got home, i saw matty cleaning the house, jack no where in sight, i slept alone, which made me feel cold, me feeling cold reminded me about how warm vic felt, i really hope hes okay, i would call, but i dont know if he is up for a conversation at this moment.  i left him in a house alone, now that i think back to it, that was a wrong move, what if he woke up after a few hours and felt like shit, i know how it feels like to drink alot, you drink, you feel fine, you keep drinking, you feel happy. then the day after is when you feel bad and you wish someone was there to stop you last night. but no one can save you from yourself. justin was there for me on those mornings, he gives me Advil then makes me go to school and makes sure im okay. i should be like that towards vic, but no, i left him.

im currently sitting on the couch while matty is a few steps away in the kitchen making pancakes. still no jack, but yet, i dont care.

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the door opens and i look towards it to see jack smiling at me.

"good morning" he says and i stand up

"its after lunch"

"already?"

"yes jack, already,where were you?"

"out"

"very descriptive" i say rolling my eyes

"and where were you! with vic!" he says raising his voice at me

"maybe i was! but he needed me!"

"oh so he needed you now!" jack says angrily

"i found him on the dirty floor of a club!"

"and you could'nt have just left him there?!?"

"no! i thought he was dead! i needed to be there for him"

and with that i feel jack's hand slap me hard right across my face. i slowly put my  hand up and touch my cheek. i feel tears try to make its way out.

"fuck you jack! fuck you! w-w-we are done!" i yell before grabbing my jacket and running right out the door going anywhere, i just need to get away from jack.

*Jack Pov, Last night*

i watch as alex makes his way towards me. kellin no where in sight.

"how about we go somewhere" he whispers in my ear, i cant because im with kellin but for some reason my legs and my mind follow him, i blame the drinks. alex takes my hand and pushes me into his car and we drive off.

"i missed you" he says

"you broke up with me lex"

"and im stupid, i shouldnt have"

"i've found someone else"

"he doesnt need to know" alex smirks at me. he pulls his car over and he pulls me closer, crashing his lips to mine.

"dude, lets take this to where ever you are staying" i say playfully and he laughs at me

"gosh jack, pushy are we"

"maybe" i say softly and he smiles at me before going back to driving. gosh i missed him.

*Jack pov, now*

i feel regret as soon as kellin rushes out, im unable to move or say anything, i feel horrible, for yelling at him, slapping him, sleeping with my ex boy friend, gosh im a fuck up,and now kellin is my 'ex' i need to get him back, and i need to get him back before vic does.

*Kellin Pov*

i look up at the house in front of me, some how i found myself here, in front of vic's house, i take a deep shaky breath before knocking on the door, my face must be covered in tears and my eyes must be so red, but i dont care, i need someone, i need vic. the door opens, and i see vic look at me, he gives me a confused look, he looks away then back at me. he waves me in and i walk slowly inside, closing the door behind me.

"kellin?" vic asks confused

"ya, this isnt a dream, i dont try haunting your dreams,im sorry" i say softly and he gives me worried look

"why are you crying?" he asks confused and more tears start coming down, i look down and i feel arms go around me, holing me tight.

"hey kellin, i dont know much of what happened last night, but i know one thing, you helped me, and i wanted to um say thank you" he says a little awkwardly.

"its what, friends do" i say as i close my eyes tighter and lean in closer to his chest.

"how are you?" i ask as i back out of vic's grip

"it doesnt matter, kellin you are the one crying, what happened?" vic asks and i look down at my feet.

"kellin" vic says

"he slapped me" i say

"he did what?" vic asks rasing his voice

"he slapped me" i say slowly, as i hide back tears

"oh this jackass is going to pay" vic says and he rushes towards the door. i grab his arm before he can go any farther away.

"can you just, i dont know, be with me right now, before you go on and yell at him"

he gives me a light smile

"of course" he says and he puts his hand in mine. we both go to his room and lay down on his bed, my face berried in vic's chest, his arms around me.

"i feel like the whole world is going to slap me now" i whimper, vic moves my hair out of my face and moves back a little so he can see me.

"i dont want to slap you" he says and i avoid making eye contact with him, i dont answer and i pull him back closer to me so my face is pressed back against his chest.

"if it wasnt for you i would still be passed out in a club right now with no advil, smelling really bad, kellin you are beautiful and caring and anyone who tells you otherwise can go fuck themselves. you know, Jack made the biggest mistake ever leaving you alone last night and just slapping you for no real reason, he lost you, and thats his fault, he should be crying because hes an idiot for doing that to you" vic says and i feel better instantly.

"and most of all, im a idiot, do you know why?" he adds

"why?" i ask actually interested in what he has to say

"just like jack, i was an idiot, i was an idiot for letting you slip away, i was an idiot for letting you go, and fuck that was the biggest mistake in my life, and i've had many mistakes,trust me,i messed up lyrics once and fans hated me,just ask anyone who knows me they will write a book about all my mistakes but the one that was the biggest was just letting you go like i did,i cant believe i just shut you out, kellin quinn, im still in love with you, and im in no position to ask for you back, and im sorry i know this isnt the time, this is by far the worst timing, but i cant live another day without you, and i dont want to hear about people hurting you, i want to be there with you so no one has a chance to hurt you, kellin, please look at me"  he says and he tilts my head up and we both sit up and face each other, he takes a small breath before continuing

"please, kellin, will you take me back? and be my boyfriend again? i-i really cant live without you, it kills me knowing you are out there somewhere, and anything can happen to you, and i wont be there and, i promise i will try harder. what do you say kellin?"