Chapter 28

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*Still Kellin pov*

"oh so you heard me" jack whispers as he brushes his lips over my forehead.

"mm" i mumble against his chest. this doesnt feel right, i dont like this.

hes embrace doesn't feel warm anymore, i dont feel the attraction i used to, from one day to another everything i felt towards him has changed.

"guys! im having a party tomorrow!" matty yells up the stairs

"sounds like fun! we are invited right?!" jack yells

"Of course!" matty yells

"im going to find something to drink, want anything?" jack asks as he moves away from the bed, moving away from me, he makes his way out leaving me alone in the room.

this doesnt feel right, i need vic, i need him right next to me.

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i wake up to the sound of the door opening i blink rapidly as i look at the door, jack gaves me a look of sympathy

"sorry" he mumbles

"its okay" i say putting my head onto the pillow, sinking deeper and deeper hoping it will eat me up and take me away.

"you over slept, party starts in an hour" jack says

i sigh and get up from the bed, i slowly make my way to my luggage and go pick out a drop dead shirt, i would like to than oli for leaving it on my bed back home. i quickly change my shirt then i look at jack to make sure he isnt looking before changing my pants and putting on black jeans, i walk out of the room and make my way to the kitchen.

"everything okay?" matty asks and i nod my head

"ya, everything is fine"

"you sure you arent upset? you slept as if you cried yourself to sleep"

"ya i'm fine, i didnt know waking up like that was a thing, like for all i know you could've cried yourself to sleep"

"really kellin, im smiling, you look like you saw a cat die"

"im fine"

"no"

"leave me alone mullins"

"okay, paty starts soon, smile okay?"

"hmm whatever" i mumble and i put on a fake smile

"thats the spirit!" matty says with a smile before putting chip bowls on tables. i sigh and i open the slide doors he has and i sit on the porch, and look up at the beach, when you go to the front door you dont really realize there is a beach on the other side. but this is California, the waves make little sounds as they hit the shore, the water is a little far in front but it feels so close.

after what feels liike hours i hear music start and chattering as people start to arive, i hear the doors open and people go everywhere around me, i sigh in frustration as i get up and make my way inside.

"kellin!" jack says getting my attention as he walks twards me

"do you want anything to eat? you must be hungry" he says and i just nod

"yeah sure" i say softly and he puts me into a hug before kissing my cheek and walking away into the kitchen. i sit on the couch awaiting jack's return, only because i really want food, not because i want to see him.

*Vic Pov*

i got a text from matty saying

'hey its matty, kellin's friend, i gave you his number, dont think im a weird stalker who just took your number out of kellin's phone, i actually met mike a few years back, i doubt he remembers but thats how i really got your number...anyways, okay so.....IM HAVING A PARTY, you can come, with mike and everyone if they want' he said then he texted me his address.

of course im here, mike heard the word party and made me come, curse me being nice and actually asking mike if he wanted to come to this party. and now here i am at the door step of matty's house, i slowly open the door and the first thing i see is that jack guy in the kitchen, i make my way over and stand next to him as he puts some nacho cheese doritos in a small bowl with some shredded cheese.

"whats the point of putting cheese on nacho cheese doritos?" i ask as he puts it in the microwave

"because kellin likes it" jack says slowly and he watches the numbers go down on the timer then turns it off one second before its supost to turn off.

"see this is why i should be with kellin instead of you, you dont know him as well as you think, you dont know his weird snack choice's. you dont know how he feels about sushi, some he eats normally others he practically takes it apart and eats it piece by piece which is why mostly he doesnt like eating sushi in front of others. dont tell me you knew that, because i know you didnt" he adds with a smirk before walking off with what i guess is kellin's snack.

he is right, i didnt know any of that about kellin, but maybe its new to him, maybe when i was with him he didnt eat those types of things, i dont know, people change. or this is me hoping that was what it was so i cant say i was a bad boyfriend. i look over to where jack walked, and i see him and kellin on the couch, a wave of jelousy rushes over me, and my hands clench into a fist.

"you still love kellin" i jump and look to see matty on my left

"he still loves you, you know"matty adds

i dont say anything, i feel like my mouth was glued shut, my eyes go back to jack and kellin just sitting there, i watch as some guy gives jack a shot glass, which jack happily takes and he chugs it down really fast, i see kellin eating slowly seeming more annoyed than anything.

"you dont like him with kellin, i think kellin just likes you but he doesnt want to, i think jack's ex boyfriend alex still wants him, plus alex is a good friend so i want them together, and so why dont you try talking to kellin" matty says, he walks away leaving me just standing there looking a head at jack and kellin, jack still taking down drinks, while kellin still eats and looks into space. jack gets up and he makes his way towards me.

"hes mine, and you cant have him" jack whispers harshly in my ear before grabbing a coke can thats on the table next to me.

"just take care of him, if you do somthing to him that hurts him in anyway" i start

"you'll what fuentes, dont tell me how to treat my own boyfriend, he loves me, i love him, i treat him nicely as it is, dont make me seem like such a bad guy here" jack says cutting me off, hes clearly a little drunk already. thinking soda will sober him up is such a weird thing, i bet hes going to slip vodka into that anyways. my eyes pay attention to his every move. and just like i thought, jack takes a small bottle from his pocket and puts it inside. does kellin know hes dating a party addict. i really hope jack isnt a mean drunk, or anything. i wish he wasnt drunk at all while with kellin. i watch as kellin puts the bowl down and makes his way outside, i take this as my chance and i rush over to him.

"kellin!" i say and as i get outside and he turns around

"vic?" he asks confused

*Kellin Pov*

i see vic smiling at me. did jack put something in my food?

"ya its me" vic says with a smile as he walks closer to me, an inch away from me, our noses almost touching, he takes a step back awkwardly and looks at his feet

"so how are you?" i ask and he looks back up at me

"doesnt matter, how are you?"

"im okay"

"hows jack?"

is that what he is here to talk to me about, jack?

"hes fine, im fine, do you really want to talk to me about my current boy friend? he pays more attention to me than you did"

"im really sorry about that, i never meant to cut you out"

"well you did" i say and i push past him and walk back inside, i rush up the stairs and go into my room, closing the door shut behind me.

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