Stay with me {Kellic}

Chapter 23

*Vic Pov, because i havent done one in a while*

"Care to explain?" i ask kellin, him looking away from me.

"i tried one, when i was with mike, and im sorry" he says softly holding out the pack to me,anger building up inside of me, mike did this, mike got to kellin's head, i knew i shouldn't have brought kellin anywhere near mike. i take the pack in one hand and his in the other, i intertwine our fingers and he looks at me confused.

"you aren't mad?" he asks

"not at you" i say and i lean in and kiss his forehead, we stand there for a few minutes.

"you can go hang out with motionless or something, i need to talk to someone" i say and i let go of his hand, i rush inside the bus and slam the door behind me.

"mike" i say and i walk into the back lounge.

"what?" he asks as he continues playing xbox.

"hey!" i yell and he pauses the game and looks at me.

"i told you not to ruin him" i say slamming down the packet of cigarettes on the small shelf on the wall near the small tv. a funny thing is, our gaming tv back here is smaller than the tv we use to watch movies on out front.

"i didnt ruin him" mike states not showing any emotion

"then why give him that" i say pointing to the pack

"because instead of him asking for more, he could just take them" mike shrugs

"how many did he take?" i ask

"i dont know, three" mike says and i feel like banging my head on the wall.

"stay away from him, or at least bring me with you, i cant have you ruin kellin" i say and i turn around about to leave.

"and why is that vic? is that how you see me? do you think im fucked up? is that how you see me?" he asks

"of course not" i say as i turn back to face him

"then why dont you want kellin to try new things, why dont you want him turning out like me, are you scared hes going to turn into that zack guy you dated in high school?" mike asks

heres the story about Zack and i, we first met in well high school, i was the dork, he was the best person on the football team, most people didnt like everyone in my grade,it was weird, we werent new to the school,we were in 10th grade, i guess it was just the fact we were all the weird,mean kids, but everyone liked zack, he bumped into me in the hallway, he was about to call me a loser, i know that, then he saw me and his face lit up.

'im sorry vic' he said and then he waved before walking down the hallway, everyone gave me weird looks, i bet they were expecting some full on fight to happen, not like i would win, it would've been a one second thing where he hits me once and i fall and thats it, out of school for a month. anyways, i had one class with him, spanish, obviously i was a full A student in that class, but sometimes i got points off for spelling, like how do they expect me to write in spanish when at the time i was a horrible speller in english! he needed help and so at lunch he would sit at my table and jaime, mike, tony and i would help him, soon it turned into one on one where he would come over to my house, we would do homework together, one day he made a move and kissed me, making it feel like a dream, it almost started a full on make out session, his hands moving around my sides, my tongue down his throat, it stopped when we heard the front door open, it was a good thing we stopped because then mike walked in.

at lunch from that day on zack would drag me off into the bathroom and we would kiss there, noone knowing he was gay of course, the foot ball player wouldnt want anyone knowing that, or the fact he is dating the loser of the school.

weeks and days went by, and the next year is where things went down, mike asked zack if he wanted to smoke, every day at lunch was no longer time to help zack with spanish, it was no longer the time where he would kiss me or notice my existence, it was the time where he would smoke with mike like 'bad asses' out back near the football field. we would go to my place after school sometimes and have a good time, cuddling, watching movies, then mike would come home, fake ID ready in hand, he put his soccer stuff on the floor near the door, zack would move away from me, hug mike, and they would go out to a club or whatever,mostly that was friday night, so while my boy friend at the club with my friends, smoking drinking, whatever. i was home, alone on a friday night, thinking, what the fuck is my life, i was the good kid, heck i still am the good kid, i dont go to so many parties, i dont smoke, and because of that zack and i drifted apart, i've learned that when they went to the clubs, jaime would make his move on zack, zack would always say no, until one day, and a week later, is when jaime lied to my face telling me he wasnt after my boyfriend, at this point i didnt know if i should believe jaime, or tony because tony was the one that told me he saw jaime kissing zack, i didnt dare ask zack but i got my answer two weeks after the kiss i heard about, he dumped me, the only times i ever saw him after that was when i saw him and mike walking outside smoking, hanging out.

i started ignoring mike and he got the hint, stopped hanging out with zack, jaime and zack were never official, things went back to the way they were because i was too nice to let anything in the way of all of our friendships. i guess its a good thing ive let go, ive barley let go, but i kind of did and now we are here, on tour, who knows what zack is up to, last i heard he got onto the raven's football team, he got with some blonde chick, i feel bad for her, i wonder if shes noticed hes into dick and not anything else.

Mike's right, im scared kellin is going to turn into zack, but im right, if he does, its all mike's fault and he cant say it isnt.

"yes mike, you know what, i am, and we all know who i have to blame, hes sitting right in front of me,not even thinking about the emotions i have about everything, not caring how much you've hurt me, hurt my relationships, i'll see you tonight for the show, and only the show, dont bother apoligizing,i wont listen" i snap at him before rushing out, leaving him alone on the bus, knowing mike, i bet he wasnt listening to what i had to say. but im not lying, i wont talk to him about anything today, unless its about the show, who knows, maybe i wont even listen to him tomorrow, i dont care what he has to say right now.

*A/N: so now you know a little about vic's history! do you think kellin will turn into the type of guy zack turned into? will vic ever talk to mike again (key dramatic music) please leave comments, i love reading them*