Stay with me {Kellic}

chapter 21

*Still Kellin Pov*

"you finally got this smoking thing down" mike says as we walk down the road

"ya i do" i say as i ex hale more smoke, watching the smoke clouds fly away in the dim street light

"where to?" i add

"i was thinking park, i have some friends who are going to be there" mike says and we walk all the way to the park. once we get there i see a camp fire and some chairs around it.

"mike!" a guy says as he walks over

"hey, ricky, this is kellin, kellin this is ricky, from motionless in white" mike says

"mike, you dont need to make me seem like a cool band guy, trust me kellin, im not interesting" ricky says with a laugh "come join us" he adds as he motions to two empty chairs, i take the one next to ricky and mike sits on my otherside

"kellin this is motionless in white, motionless in white this is kellin" mike says and everyone starts laughing

"im chris, thats ryan,balz and that guy that looks like a girl, just call him ghost" chris says

"hey! at least i look like a pretty girl" ghost says and we all start laughing

i feel something touching me and i look over to see mike holding out a beer

"thanks" i say softly before taking it.

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"so then, vic had to come on stage and scream for me, dude, he can scream" chris says ending his story about the time he lost his voice on some tour fearless records did with some of their bands.

"oh trust me i know" i say surprising myself, this is the drinks talking. or its just me talking about my hot boyfriend. who knows.

"damn, sexual jokes already" chris says with a smirk i can only see because of the light from the fire.

"ew i dont need to hear about my brother this way" mike jokes

"aye, hes good, what can i say" i say and everyone starts making noises

"fuck kellin, we should all hang out more" ricky says and we all start laughing

"so, you and victor" ryan slurs his words

"ya, victor and i, are a thing" i say and for some reason we all start laughing and my laugh is the weirdest. its like im not even controlling myself, i chug down whats left of my third drink then i light up another cigarette.

"where'd you get your shoes kellin?" Chris asks and i look down at my toms

"journeys?" it comes out as more of a question than an answer

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i look over at mike and notice he has a glass in his hands and not a beer can, where did he, i look around and thats when i spot the vodka bottle in between us, i look at mike carefully as he starts talking with chris. no one looking at me, i grab it and quickly, hold my cigarette in my hand,and drink some out of the bottle, before putting it back down, i look at mike who still looks deep in conversation with chris, ghost talking with rian, balz walking off in the distance on his phone, i've learned his name is really joshua and ghost's name is really devin, but nicknames are always better, you dont see me calling vic, victor. then my eyes land on ricky who is rasing his eye brows at me.

"kellin, are you okay?" ricky asks in a soft tone

"yeah, yeah im fine"

"you just" ricky started