Watch the video, it's a mashup of (G)-Idle and Bts because I'm a sucker for song mashups. You'll probably be seeing more mashups in future chapters too.
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Anyways~ enjoy this chapter and read the Warnings!
💜WARNING!💜
This chapter includes self-harm and suicidal thoughts. To keep any readers who get affected by this safe, I will put a warning before the scene actually starts. As well as a: 💜 to signal that the scene is starting and also ending, for whoever wants to skip.
Taehyung's POV:
"How would you feel if you just moved in with me and lived at my house?"
....
"Really?"
Taehyung was shocked. His chocolate eyes widening, meeting Jungkook's tired irises with a surprised stare through the dark.
No one had ever offered Tae to live with them before. Well- aside from Jimin, but Jimin's family was it's own mess that Taehyung knew he shouldn't get caught up in.
Jungkook nodded before rubbing an eye, yawning. He honestly looked like a little kid at that moment.
Taehyung's brain was running at 200 piles an hour, whirring like crazy as he imagined an escape from his father.
But you can never escape him.
He's always there.
You'll never be fine.
You bitch.
Hissed the voices in Taehyung's head, making his small smile grow even more minuscule.
"I...." Suddenly all the bad stuff began to come as well. His father would still find him. And when he did, Taehyung would have the worst beating of his life. He could never escape. He could never escape Him.
"I...." Taehyung tried again, but was bombarded with even more thoughts. When his father did find him Taehyung would get hurt. Maybe so hurt he could see his mother again.
His mother...she killed her self because of him. It was all Taehyung's fault. He was a stupid kid that couldn't protect her and she killed herself. It was all his fault she died.
Taehyung deserved to die too.
He wanted to feel pain.
He didn't deserve a home.
If his mother lived a sad life and killed herself, why did he deserve a good life? Why did HE deserve too live in a different home, with a new friend of his and get the right to smile and watch his bruises fade away.
