Meant To Be

Chapter 28- Getting her out of my mind

Ashton POV

Ella is not just any girl. Jack's words kept returning to me, again and again, the whole week. I know Ella isn't just another girl for me. She is different and amazing. She deserves someone better. A person who is not a player and can take good care of her. Someone who will love and cherish her the rest of his life and I know I couldn't give her that
I can't be with another girl, I can't cheat on... I didn't want to hurt another girl, again. I'm not sure these feelings are real. I never thought I will experience these feelings again, not after what happen the last time I wanted someone this much. Yes, I'm attracted to her but then again I'm attracted to anything in shirk. Ella is not the type of lady to be discarded after I'm done with her.

I couldn't do that with her. She deserves better and I wasn't good for her. I wasn't good for anyone.

That is the conclusion I came to after critically thinking the situation through. I am going to stop making any advances toward her. They are a variety of lady that will die to be with me even for a night. It was better that way, cause that way none of us will get hurt. If I start any relationship with them we might want more and more and in the end, one of us or both of us will be hurt. Not again.

The ringing of my phone distracts my thoughts. picking it from the table, I realize it was my mother as I make no move to pick the call up.

I will be bored all day if I don't get a certain someone out of my head. I pick up my phone to dial Jack's number

"What's up man, I was about calling you" Jack spoke through the receiver.

"Why, did you miss me" I chuckle at my lame joke?

"Worst than that, your mother wanted me to remind you of the dinner date with Mia tomorrow since you wouldn't answer her calls" I rolled my eyes. Ha! That woman. I should have known. She will get her message crossed by hook or by crook. She always has her way with everything.

I hate to admit it, but I take after her on that. Dad made sure to tell me that every time I would act stubborn for something. I smiled at the memory. We were a happy family. But a lot of things happened and now I don't even visit home often.
I don't get to spend time with my family because of the workload at the office... Yeah, you got me! Work is just an excuse. The thing is, Mum always brings up topics I hate to talk about, and to avoid that means avoiding mum and anyplace that I can run into her which is home. So you see I have my reasons, don't judge me!

"You there" I snapped back at Jack's words.

"Yeah, why"

"Why did you call?"

"Let's have some fun tonight."

"Really! That's good news. I haven't heard that in a while there is a new casino downtown, I will meet you in ten." I heard a noise then the line went dead.

So he has been observant too.
My cue to get ready too.
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"Hey handsome," a lady falters and lands right on my chest. Had enough alcohol already. I pull her back and gave her a quick scan from head to toe. She was wearing a light transparent emerald green dress that stops right after her butt. Her brown eyes matching her hair perfectly. She looks like a certain someone with her hair caressing her exposed back. No comparison, you came here to have fun remember. My mind whispered.

I press my lips to hers hard, earning a loud moan which gave me access into her mouth. I slip my tongue inside as we move in sync both fighting for dominance. She kisses back equally as harder aching her back to allow me more access. She seems to be enjoying this more than I do. I close my eyes trying to enjoy this as much I could, my mind drives wild remembering the heated kisses I shared with Ella. I didn't know what this was all about but I ignored it. I pick her up and walk us inside a room without breaking the kiss.

Whiles securely inside, she strips out of her dress ( it's about time) and I remove my zipper and pull my pants down. She grabs my shaft and I murmur a lustful moan. It felt amazing but didn't last. I didn't feel the presence of her hand wrap around my little one again and I slowly flatter my eyes open just in time to welcome a slap on my left cheek.

Whoa! Why? I thought we were both enjoying this.

"Lydia not Ella dickhead" damn did I moan Ella's name. So much for getting her out of my head.

"Does it matter? You didn't tell me your name." I yell, but she was already out slamming the door hard. We were just strangers shagging each other. That is what they do at a casino right? One night!