Poetic Problem Book I

Fear

I could make myself a future

I could make friends,

I'm just too afraid of how it'll all end.

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I'm scared of the future

I hate my past

I'm loosing track of the time I have

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I fear love

I fear hate

I can't take my feeling anymore

I forgot I never ate.

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My heart can't take all this lying

Everything seems to be going wrong

I push things to fare til you're completely gone.

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I am a mess

nothing ever makes sense

Now I just feel depressed.

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I must drank a little to much

getting called out as a punk.

I stay up all night

saying 'everything will be alright'

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I keep hopping something good will happen

so I don't face negative reaction

when people realize i'm not okay

"I'm fine (please just go away)"

Feb. 7, 2019

-Karina S.

((oooooof... Yea I wrote this in class cause I got bored. I wanna distract myself from the mile test I have today to promote in to Private in my JROTC class (its like a junior army high school class) so yea. I hope you liked this and want to read more because more poetry and stories are comin' from this account^^))

((love yall<3))