For so long I was your partner in crime. Made me believe everything would turn out fine.
And with a single shout, You casting me out- Of the show I never got to be a part of.
Beat out my voice- Gave me no choice- But to leave the life of everything I knew... It's all because of you.
She left- you let her go- you know it's true... Because being perfect was all you wanted to do.
Did I ever matter? Did I ever have a place In your heart? Would you still enjoy my flatter? Would you care for me and not tear this apart?
I wanted to follow you to the ends of the earth... You were always so wise, You knew what to do and how to do it. Though your solutions to problems were never the best... But of course there was no getting through to you...
For so long I waited, For some kind of solution. But it never was resolved inside my head.
You had my heart in your hands, abused it- brused it- Sometimes it made me wish that I was dead.
You told me to smile... So you can feel better. It didn't matter if I was fine! All that mattered was you. I was a pone you used so you had something to call "mine."
You wanted to feel perfect! Be this beautiful light... And now you say you've changed, I don't like this game- I'm going insane- Do you even... re-member... my name?
I never wanted to hurt you... I just know you are struggling so I... I want to save you... I do this to protect you- protect you from anything that may happen in the future, From challenges you don't want to face, From things you don't want to see, I do this so you can avoid those downs- the negativity- You can be happy once I've finished protecting you. You'll be truly, Perfect.
Isn't that what you've always wanted? -september 15, 2019 Karina Sabo
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