Poetic Problem Book I

Drowning

((Warning: drowning, deep ocean so if you got any phobias of stuff like this...srry but you might not want to read this. And if you read it anyway don't worry to much cus it's pretty short but know I warned ya okie lovelies))

I'm underwater.

It looks like i'm close to the surface and light shines through warning my face as the freezing water burns my lungs.

You know that feeling- that chill in your chest after chugging a cold drink like cola- imagine that but it's a bit more icy in a way it burns.

Sucking in air but all you get is the salty and think liquid, what what I felt like...

I reached out my hand but couldn't break to the surface. I was in a laying position, not quite straight. But I didn't sink deeper or float up.

I was trapped in place.

The water was so empty- no fish, no boats, nothing.

The distance looked dark

I felt to numb and calm.

Like I was already dead- but I wasn't.

At least a small sense of wonder filled in me. 

I was acting quite odd, though I was drowning, I seemed so relaxed.

Normally, if one was drowning in a dark and scary place like the deep ocean- you'd freak out-

Well news flash i'm not normal.

In the water I was to calm

And when I woke up I felt drained... empty...

like when you want to cry but no tears escape because there isn't any tears... you cried them all out before hand. 

Jan. 25, 2019

((kinda based on something that happened to me a long time ago (like years ago) but in a dream form... Yea I hope you liked this ^^ not really poetry but more short story like...It yall want I can make a book dedicated to short stories such as dreams instead of having like three put here in with poetry...or would you prefer it be here?))

((welp love yall, thx for reading <3))