Poetic Problem Book I

love as an experience

I hate your smile,

I hate your laugh

I hate your lies,

I hate that I don't have a chance.

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I wasted to much time

I didn't realize how much I cared,

Things like this make me cry

I black out and stare.

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I despise it when you are not around

I despise how I continue to fall for you,

I despise the din sound- and there's nothing I can do.

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nothing ever changes

I trapped in my own lies,

I won't blame you for what I have become

But please can you help me through my cries.

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I love you, and it's you that creates my emotional struggle

I break like glass and fall into trouble.

I love you, and because of this feeling- I stumble.

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I hope you can forgive my failure to have known you loved me.

I lost my chance- it was my own stupidity.

And I hope you can understand i'm sorry.

~Karina Sabo

December 04, 2018

((This poem is kinda personal... I wrote it based off of my experience with love, but anyway I hope you liked it ^^))

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