I wish I knew what was to become of me
My mind is screwd,
I've lost the will to see.
I feel trapped
Though I am not caged-
I feel stuck in my mind
All I want is to be set free.
Know what I mean?
My mind is an ocean
Titlewaves crash
I'm sinking
And my eyes will not open.
Doors are shut- screams go unheard-
Till I moan out one last scream
Knowing I had strained my voice so much that all that comes out is wease.
But over all...
You ask how I am and I will smile and nod...
I hide my flaws...
I'm a single rain drop to disappear in earth's river
Not realizing how insane I've become
I began to skip dinner...
Cause I felt I wasn't good enough...
What I have is not a disease!
Medication won't help me
I'd be better if you would just leave!
I feel better when I'm alone-
Even though what I do might be scary-
At least it sets my mind free.
I guess I should apologize for what I'm about to do...
But with this as a solution you saw this coming too
But don't worry it wasn't because of you...
This was my fault...
-Karina Sabo
December 15, 2018
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Poetic Problem Book I
Poetrya bunch or poetry and short stories (mostly sad ones) written by me. ^^ #900 in poems for 2019 Completed! Check out book II ^^
