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Bring Me Home // Phan

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Dan is secretly suffering from depression. On the outside he seems bubbly and happy, but on the inside he wishes for it to all be over. When his friend, Phil, unexpectedly invites him to stay at his apartment, Dan struggles to keep up the glass that...

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by rey_isnotemo

Dan's POV

I couldn't think straight.

Words spiralled around my head.

Loud.

So loud.

Jeering and mocking.

I didn't have the strength to fight back.

I was so tired.

I left Phil and went to bed.

But I couldn't sleep.

I just lay there and stared at the ceiling.

Sadness flowed through me.

I had no will to do anything, no reason.

I just wanted to sleep.

But how could I sleep whilst people were screaming at me?

I lay there for what seemed like hours, feeling defeated - until darkness finally overtook my monochrome world.