That Which Doesn't Kill You, Just Fucks With Your Mind

Author's Note

{Song: Best Of Me by A Day to Remember}

Hey guys.

That last chapter was kind of off topic but I fixed things with Claire and Blaze obviously. This was actually taken from bits and pieces of my life and my friends.

Lately, I've been drowning in my own problems and sorrows but I've had to push them aside and hide them because they have theirs to deal with. I ignore my own just to help them and make them feel better. It's been getting to me though, not being able to talk about what hurts me.

But last night I was able to. My friend helped me and she listened. It was nice, to be able to talk for once and not about someone else. I felt great. But it didn't last very long.

Another friend of mine hasn't been so much of a friend. It was always her problems, her issues, her wrongs and rights. It was never mine, it was never anyone else's, and we were suppose to sit there and listen. Well something happened to where it wasn't just that anymore.

I got tired of it. I didn't wanna be with her anymore. It was always her, her, HER. Sure she's my best friend and I fucking love her but I can't deal with it anymore. I'm going to worry about myself from now on and make sure I'm happy.

I'm always here for people, don't get me wrong. I always put everyone else before me. But when you exceed your level of that, don't expect me to put up with it.

I'm drowning and I need help too.

On a happier note, this story has passed 2k reads all thanks to you guys! Thank you so much and please stay tuned for some awesome shit you won't expect! Please share, comment, and vote loves. I love you all and sorry for my angry rant, forgive me.

-D.S. <3