RotBTFD: The Queen's territory

Chapter 16: Home

"What?" I asked not sure if I had heard him correctly. Hiccup looked down his eyebrows furrowing against each other. "Never mind! You did hear me say anything, okay? I'm leaving!" he says all at once storming off again. But this time I didn't follow him, I felt as if I couldn't move at all.

He likes Elsa... He likes Elsa. He likes ELSA!...Well, I shouldn't be surprised, Elsa is a wonderful person.

I feel my eyes widen and I shake my head. What the heck am I saying? Wait...why am freaking out... I shouldn't be freaking out. Calm down Jack... Think logically... Why does Hiccup's like for Elsa affect me. "It shouldn't ...it doesn't." I say to myself. I shake my head again, I half knew in my head that I was in denial. It did bug me what Hiccup had told me. But what's frustrating me more is that I don't even know the reason of why I'm feeling this way.

I need to clear my head, I realized I had been on my motorcycle for a while, and there were only a few students left on the campus.

I know... I just need to drive, driving my motorcycle will clear my head. I kicked off the gear and drove off not knowing where I was going exactly. Probably nowhere in particular, I just needed to get some fresh air, I reminded myself.

I kept driving not realizing when I had gone outside the city's limit. I just kept going and in a matter of a few hours I finally realized where I was really going... I was going to the place where North had told me I was born.

Burgess. I don't remember anything of my time there. I was approximately 14 when North adopted me. That's where my memories start but before that it's all blank. Yet, whenever I felt sad or needed to think I came to this ever growing town, it soothed me because somewhere in myself I knew I truly was happy living here.

I dropped my motorcycle off, near a lake that was frozen over, it looked beautiful glistening in the late suns light. It always seemed nostalgic but I could never put my finger on the memory or what it really meant to me.

I stayed there for a while not really thinking of anything, occasionally I would even go on the ice, but against my bare feet it seemed too chilly . I was always alone when I came to my hideaway, the solitary never bothered me anyways.

But, soon the sun began fading away into darkness, and pass this time I disliked staying here. I left the lake but didn't go pick up my motorcycle, I wasn't going back to Arendelle. Instead I transformed into my winter spirit form. I had figured out a way to turn my staff to a miniature key chain. Don't question it, because that's how magic works. I now carried my staff where ever I went, it somehow comforted me.

I didn't want to return to Arendelle...My goal was to set off to the North Pole. I felt myself smile mischievously as I walked around the forest looking for something in particular. Finally I found it, it was the tallest tree in the forest. I quickly climbed it all the way to the top, I held onto the bark ,I out stretched my arm out with my staff. I already felt the wind picking up as I did this, the growing night air was my ally.

"Take me away wind!" I exclaim as I plunge into the night, I had no fear.

*Hiccup*

Why, Did I blurt that out?! I'm not even sure of that feeling, I face palm myself. Why the hell did I tell Jack? When I told him he looked at me as if I was crazy. I literally felt crazy saying it, my frustration got the best of me. But, I still don't understand why he acted like that, it seemed as if any color he had in him faded away when I told him I liked Elsa. I mean the only explanation for that is if he likes her too.