Trying To Remember

I Hate Sneaking Around

*Makayla's POV*
"Diana! Let me be the one to, lift your heart up and save your life! I don't think you even realize, that baby you'd be saving mine!" The boys sang as they danced around on stage. It has been awhile since they performed and they looked really happy finially up there singing.
I couldn't help but watch Harry as he did his usually, I mean unusual dances. I laugh as he almost slipped from the water he spilled. "Hey!" he shouted and walked over towards me. I laughed even more. "Dont laugh at me!" he yelled and poured water on me. "HARRY!!" I screamed. He laughed but handed me his towel . "Sorry. It was an accident." he said with a cheeky smile and ran to the other boys.
The concert ended and the fans were leaving the stadium. I waited and soon Paul took me backstage.
"Great job you guys!" I say with a thumbs up. "Thanks" Harry says and winks. I look around to see if anyone saw but thankfully, no one did. I smiled and went to hug Zayn when I noticed something wasn't right.
"Wait. Where's Niall?" They all looked at eachother and shrugged. "Food table maybe?" Liam said as he drank some water.
Soon the blonde haired boy appeared with food in his hand. "Told you." Liam said to me. I smiled as Niall aproached me. "Wanna bite?" he asked and everybody gasped. "What? I always share my food with you." he said and took another bite. "But we're not together Niall" I tell him and his eyes looked sad. "Yeah. I know." He says and sits down next to Liam.
"Umm..It's time to go." Harry says and stands up, followed by everybody else. We exited the stadium and got into the car. The ride back to the hotel was awkwardly quiet until Louis said something. "Anybody else see the sign that said 'Because of you guys, I have been able to meet so many internet friends!'....Amazing" He said and I smiled lightly. "You guys have such anazing fans" I tell them.

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*Niall's POV*
We all got into our hotel and decided on rooms. I'm sharing a room with Liam, Harry and Louis and of course Zayn is with Makayla. I got into my room and went straight to bed. I'm just so tired. I'm tired of wishing. Tired of hoping. Tired of dreaming. I'm tired of waiting. Makayla will never remember. She will never be able to forgive me. And we will never be together. Let's face it, it's over for us.

*Makayla's POV*
I woke up around 9 in the morning and noticed Zayn was not next to me. I got up and went into our rooms kitchen when i saw a note on the table.
Boys and I went to studio. Be back soon xx Zayn
I sighed and opened up the fridge. I love that they are doing alot of writing and shows but I just wish he would take me with like he used to do......
Wait? I remember that? I paused and stared at the door just as it opened. A curly haired boy appeared and a smile came to my lips. He walked over to me and kissed me. "I hate sneaking around." I told him and he nodded. "I do too but I'm not sure how anybody will take it." He said and lifted me up onto the counter, wrapping his hands around my back. "I remember going to all the stuff you guys go to. Like the studio and interviews" I said and he looked at me with wide eyes. "Really? What exactly do you remember about them?" He asked and adjusted his grip on my back.
"I remember when you guys wrote Midnight Memories. When Niall was writing Don't Forget Where You Belong. Oh and that interview when we announced that Niall and I are dating." I swallowed.
"Uhh...were dating." I added.
"Wow. Babe. That's great" Harry said and kissed my nose before kissing my lips. "Do....do you uhh..remember....why...why i got umm...angry at Niall?" i stuttered.
He shrugged. "I just remember alot of yelling. It was scary though M. Whatever it was, by how mad you were, it was probably something unforgivable. I would never do anything like that to you." He added and kissed me again. "Wait. So you think I won't ever be friends with him again?" i ask. "Well I hope you will forgive him enough to be friends but not enough to be together. I mean. You're mine now M. And I love you" His voice was hypnotizing, I couldn't help but say I love you back even though I still imagine myself with Niall. I don't know. I do love Harry but I honestly think Niall and I are suppose to be together. But how do I tell Harry that? How can I love 2 guys?
When did my life become so complicated?
Oh yeah.
The accident.