Fixing a Broken Country

I was hurting

Surprise chapter, Enjoy!!!

Also warning: might have some triggering things to some people. Please read with caution.

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~~~~~~~~~~~4 months later~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Maria's pov

It's been torture without my children here with me. Isa's not helping me either, she won't let me forget. I just wanna forget. Believe it or not, Doitsu has been helping me. Isa has too. She says if I go out my room he'll hurt me. Everyone will. I haven't left my room in four months. Isa said that I look too fat, that that's why Alfie left me. I've stopped eating for a week. I just want my babies. I heard a knock at my door.

It's probably Germany again. Do you want him to see how much of a mess you are? How you can't even look at yourself in the mirror because of your looks? You know what they also call hideous people? Monsters.

Please don't start Isabel I can't deal with you right now.

Still trying to forget dear? You know you won't be able too. We live in the age of technology, people's experiences, misery, everything you caused is forever recorded. You can't erase what you did. You can't erase what you are: a monster.

Isa stop, please....

Why are you fighting me? You know I'm right. You know what you did was evil, you brought their nightmares to life. You were worse than Nazi Germany. Do you really think that you'll be forgiven? That your children will still be given back to you? That Alfred still loves you? It's time you face the facts. Nobody loves you. No one. I started to shake, hugging my knees and letting my tears fall.

I......I-I'm a monster...

That's right Maria. You're a monster...Worthless. Psychotic. Crazy. A demon. You don't belong here. You deserve to die. I heard the door opened, and instead of looking up I huddled closer to myself.

"Mexico, I made baked potatoes."

"Not hungry..."

You're too fat anyway. If you eat, we'll gain all the weight we lost. You wouldn't want that, would you?

N-no....I-i don't...

"Mexico you need to eat something. You haven't eaten in a week."

"I'm not hungry Germany. I swear." I said, lifting my head a bit.

Those potatoes look good....

Don't. You. dare. Germany must have caught me staring at the food again. 

It looks soo good....Isa, I'm hungry

MARIA DON'T!

Just one bite.........

I AM WARNING YOU FOR THE LAST TIME! I grabbed the fork and started to eat a bit. I was right, it is delicious! I ate it all.

"T-thanks D-doitsu..."

"Your welcome. Please eat more. Don't want you to starve to death..."

"I-I'll t-try..." He soon left and that's when I felt sick. I quickly ran over to throw up what I had just eaten.

You ignorant girl. Do you really think that you can disobey me like that?! WELL DO YOU!!! About time I teach you what happens when you misbehave~!