a/n: heyy guys im so sorry ab being gone so long i have been studying for finals which ending up not even helping out my grades lmao but whatever im just ready for the new year lol anyway i hope you guys like the story and now that im on winter break i will most definitely be posting more :))
my boyfriend ethan and i have been getting into really big fights lately about all different things but in the end the fight always goes back to the same thing i feel like he spends too much time focusing on work and its stressing him out too much and he feels that i have been hanging out with my friend spencer too much which i will admit is kind of true because if he wasn't always on that damn computer editing videos all week long i wouldnt be looking for someone to hang out with because of course i want to be hanging out with him.
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your making dinner and a few hours later ethan came downstairs probably to take a break from editing. your making homemade vegetable soup you cutting up carrots to throw into the soup when ethan starts talking to about how you haven't been doing anything around the house which is ironic because i am literally cooking us both dinner.
"y/n why cant you do ANYTHING right like at all i dont know how much longer i can deal with your bullshit!"
"ethan im trying the best that i can and how would you even know what im doing your always in our media room just STARING at that damn computer you never want to talk to me and you never want to just go out or do anything with me at all and im getting really fucking tired of it!"
"you listen to me y/n IM the whole reason we are able to live in this house you dont have a job you dont have to do anything all you have to do is keep up with the house AND YOUR STUPID ASS CANT EVEN HANLE THAT! "
ethan storms out of the house and you hear his car start. you run upstairs into your guys' bedroom and start sobbing into you soft pillow you fall asleep and wake up hearing a horrible ringing noise. you look around and see smoke everywhere immediately you remember that you were cooking and left the stove on when you were making your guys dinner. you try to go down the stairs but the fire is covering the whole staircase and you would be burned very badly. your looking around trying to find an escape but flames have already consumed every exit it seemed. you have lost hope. and it hurts knowing that no one loves you as your about to leave this earth. its becoming hard to keep your eyes open and the last thing you hear is the faint noise of sirens.
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ethans pov:
ugh y/n is such a pain in my ass she thinks that she is the one who is the one that keeps this relationship intact but its the opposite i am always the one who has to cave and apologize and be the bigger person well not this time i'm going to be the stubborn one for once. shes just needs to understand how i feel when she does that to me.
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your pov:
i wake up and im in the hospital with all these tubes hooked up to me. i look down and see that the whole left side of my body is severely burned.
"oh my god im so ugly, i cant believe i am so dumb and left the STOVE on what the fuck was i thinking."
you try and turn the tv on and distract yourself and you see that its a wonderful life is on so you turn it on it was two days before christmas (so christmas eve eve lol) . you start watching the movie when you hear footsteps aproaching the door and ethans face through the little rectangular window in the door. you take the blankets and throw them over your head before he can see you.
"y/n i know you dont want to talk to me right now and you dont want to see me that why you have the blankets over your head but um if you wan-want me to go i will."
it kinda sounded like ethan was crying but you dont budge you cant let him see you..
"ethan the fire isnt your fault i forgive you but i want you to go i cant let you see me like this im probably going to have to go through so many surgeries to try and look normal again...ethan im so ugly i cant let you see me like this i wont!"
you feel ethan sit next to you on the hospital bed "y/n you dont need surgery your the most beautiful girl i have ever met and i dont want anything to change okay? i love you."
he starts trying to take off the blanket but you tighten your grip and he shushes you and you slowly start to let go he sees your face and you start sobbing.
"ethan ethan im so sorry i must look disgusting you probably just want to break up with me, i know you did when we were fighting at the house and now you must really want to because i look like some kind of freak!"
"y/n stop right now i love you babygirl and i dont ever want to break up with you, its me and you forever, i will never ever ever leave you like that ever again and the nurse said that the burns on your face and shoulders were very very minor and that you should have a full recovery on your face."
"i know ethan but i still have to deal with the rest of my ugly body now i dont know how im going to get over this nothing will ever be the same."
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six months later you and ethan have finally fully settled into your guys' new house its beautiful and has much more personality than the last one. when you and ethan finally had enough courage to go back and look at the house all that was left was ashes. you remember you just fell to your feel and started to cry and ethan bent down next to you assuring that everything was going to be just fine.
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this is what you guys' new house looks like and about three months ago you told ethan that you were pregnant so your almost through your first trimester and you both are very excited to see how much happiness this little baby boy or girl will bring into your lives.
a/n: i hope you liked this imagine im thinking about writing a book about the twins lmk if you think i should or not :))
