After The War

Chapter 4 Rhys

Rhys's pov
After hearing Mor calling me with her majic I left the lords that I had just finished a meeting with, a meeting to discuss the problem of Keir coming into Valris, with the Court of Nightmares. And had flown to the cabin in the mountains.

And apon arrival I over heard my mate and Mor talking, heard all that Feyre said about missing me and not being able to handle it anymore.

All I could do was look at the female that had been worrying so much without telling someone that she had finally broken, the female that cared so much for me that she didn't tell me even though I was her mate, someone who she was supposed to tell everything to.

I berly noticed Mor leave or what she said to us.

Because I saw it all.
I had been blocking it all out, I knew that she was worried. Had known that I wasent eating enough. And I had blocked it all out, had blocked her out, the love of my life my mate who I live so much, and I blocked her out, I was supposed to be happy and rejoicing. The war was over and I was wasting it.

" I am so sorry Feyre,"
I berly recognized the voice that came out of me, as I stood watching my mate.

She didn't move, she just stared at me as more tears started down her face.

"I didn't want to make you stop the work you were doing for our people, even when I could see you were giving up other things. But then it just got out of hand and I didn't know how to tell you about it."
She says looking like she has to be ashamed about not being able to tell me about the struggles that she was having.

It baffled me a little bit, but I understood.
I knew that it was hard to tell some of my thoughts about the war to the one person who I was supposed to. My mate.

And if anyone should be ashamed it should be me. Me for blocking her out, and pushing her away. The one thing that I knew scared her the most, being left alone, and locked away from that one you love.

Feyre shook her head as soon as I realized that I had just shouted that down the bond.

"Well are both a little to blame for this".
She says to me, "We both need to learn to tell each other things when they come up and not leave them till they get to big for us to handle on our own." She continued, tears still running down her face.

I nodded at her and crossed the room, "I am so sorry Feyre, and we will work through this but right now you need this and I'm not going to hold back. I'm not going to block you out, and I'm not going to ignore the signs of your struggles."

She nodded back at me as I pulled her to her feet and whispered in her ear, "I love you so much Feyre, and I'm going to fix what I did by blocking you out right now".

And I kissed her, kissed her till she gave in and leaned into me while opening her mouth. My tounge swept in and she whimpered with want.

I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you.

Was a chant back and forth between our bond as we kissed like we had all the time in the world to be together, just kissing each other.

Sorry this took so long to get out. I hope you enjoy and that you all had a great Christmas and a Happy New Year!!