After The War

Chapter 19 Feyre

Feyre's pov

I woke up with the worst cramps, but I could feel Rhys' warmth and fell beck asleep through the pain.

Until Rhys gently shook me awake saying I needed to change my wrappings and clean myself up.

I nodded at him and he got out of bed silently and picked me out, carrying me to our bathroom.

"You don't have to." I mumbled at him but he just nodded his head no, and stood me in front of the toilet.

After pulling my pants down for me, Rhys pushed me down to sit, and got to work undoing my wrappings.

He put the soiled wraps in a special tin to be washed and started on the fresh ones.

"It only gets bad enough for you to do it later in the week now that I know what I'm expecting." I said but Rhys just said, "I like being able to help, cuz I know I can't take the pain away."

He smiled up at me, and in that moment I was so glad that another girl was going to have this with Azriel.

That she would have someone that cared so much about them, that they would get their own hands bloody just so they could show they loved you.

When Rhys was done cleaning me and my pants were back on I slid to the floor in front of Rhys and gripped him around his waist.

He didn't say anything as he hugged me to his chest, and stroked my hair.

I cried into his chest, though I blamed the tears on my hormones, Rhys still pulled back so he could see my face and asked what's wrong.

"I love you so much and I'm so lucky to have you as my mate, and I want a baby!" I sobbed some more and threw myself back into him.

"You can't think like that. It will happen you are just not very good at waiting for the things you have to wait for."

I sniffed and wiped my face with some toilet paper, "Oh yeah? What did you have to wait for?"

I could tell that my attitude was a result of the blood poring out of me but I couldn't help backchating him.

And he knew it.

"I had to wait for the most amazing, funny, caring women to believe that she could love me. And then wait for myself to think that I could really have that."

Now I was a wreck, and that's exactly what Rhys wanted as he picked me up off the floor and got back into bed with me, the blankets now heeted and soft against my skin.

I snuggled into Rhys and he kissed my hair.

But I pulled his closer for a real kiss, his tongue came into my mouth and his arms around me, as he held me close and just kissed me.

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