BROKEN SOUL!

ignoring her

NEXT DAY MORNING.

Ruhi and Vikrant were sleeping in each other's arms . It was 6 in the morning and Vikrant was the one to wake up before than Ruhi. He saw her sleeping snoring softly. He kept staring at her . She was beautiful . Her Rosy cheeks, long lashes, small nose with a beautiful tiny gold nosepin. Her long fingers which were clutching his shirt . A strand of hair falling on her face. He removed the strand of hair and placed it behind her ears and kissed her forehead.

VIKRANT POV

Am I in love with you Ruhi ?? But how ..? I was not supposed to fall in love again. I just can't I have lost my ability to love someone. Maybe it's my infatuation towards you that makes me feel like this . Maybe I am thinking it as love .

No , I can't love someone.  I don't love Ruhi . Staying away from her will definitely help me get over her . Yes..I will ignore her . If I won't see her , I won't feel anything. Yes..
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And he pulled his arms back and placed Ruhi's head on the pillow and untangled her hands from his shirt slowly , not trying to disturb her sleep. She whimpered a bit, at the loss of the contact,  but he patted her back to sleep.

After some time Ruhi woke up and fluttered her eyes open . She looked at her surrounding and saw she was sleeping it was 7:00 am . She tried to get up when she remembered last night , when mama told her those brutal words , her breaking down at her room, Vikrant's warm embrace and her  sleeping in his arms.  She blushed at the thought and smiled . He was so caring of a husband. Smiling at the thought Ruhi looked at her side but Vikrant was not there.  She wondered where he went .

She went and greeted Anita aunty
"Good morning Aunty , where is Vikrant"

"Good morning beta, Vikrant is in the garden , he woke up quite early today "

"Okay, I'll prepare his coffee " Ruhi said .

After some time Ruhi prepared his coffee with some diet cookies and went towards the garden.

He was talking on a call with someone. So she waited . After 5 mins he ended the call and turned to his front when he saw Ruhi standing there with a cup of coffee . Looking as fresh as morning her face looked more beautiful. He got distracted for a second when she greeted :

"Good morning, here's your coffee" she handed him the coffee. Her coffees were the best with the perfect blend of milk and coffee . Also because it was prepared by her it seemed more perfect.

"Umm.. thanks" he replied taking the coffee.

Then there was an awkward silence between them as usual.

"Last..night ..I am sorry ..I got a bit emotional..sorry to bother you" she rambled and Vikrant was just looking at her he just wanted to hug her and say it's okay but he just couldn't. He had to stop these feelings.

"It's okay . I am getting late I have some work . He said coldly  hiding his emotions and walked past her .

"What will you have for breakfast? She asked .

He wanted to eat the Poha made by her . It was so good . But answered  instead

"I will tell Anita aunty to make oats" he said without looking at her .

This answer hurt Ruhi. She felt bad . Why was he behaving bit different .

Inside the room Vikrant was angry at himself . He was totally angry at himself for ignoring her . It felt so wrong. But he had to it . He thought that paying no attention to her will help him to get over his feeling .

Suddenly there was a knock at the door . He saw Ruhi standing there looking somewhat confused.

"Dadi called, " she said softly " she is inviting us over for family get together"

"I am bit busy today . Tell her I will come any other day . I will drop you there "

"Is there something wrong ?" Ruhi asked , she really wanted to know why was he behaving off today.

Was he not talking to her because of last night . He must be thinking so low of her .  But she didn't mean to break down . It was  just she  was so hurt . She thought

"No " he said and tried to close the door

"Did I do something wrong ? " She asked looking at him .

"No Ruhi you didn't do anything " he said bit loudly

"If you are angry over last night then I am sorry . I got emotional. I ..am .. sorry. I shouldn't have bothered you " she said stammering and her voice nervous .

VIKRANT'S POV

Oh no. .! Is she thinking I am behaving like this because of last night . No , that was so beautiful feeling of her in my arms . No , Ruhi. How should I explain you . I can't accept you as my wife . I can't love you . My experience with love has been terrible I don't want to fall in love again . But why does it feel different with you . What should I do..?

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"No. .. I know you were sad yesterday because of that man" he doesn't even want to call him as Mamaji as he made his wife cry "am not angry Ruhi . I just want to be alone . Okay we will go to meet Dadi . Be ready by evening ". He told her looking at her sad face , it looked that she would cry any moment and her couldn't see her crying again.

She nodded . Still not satisfied by his answer and went towards her room .

Okay ..now Vikrant is ignoring Ruhi due to his past . Poor guy ....

And Ruhi .
..is Ruhi also feeling same towards Vikrant . I think so.. lets find in the next chapters ...😁😁

By the way is this chapter bit confusing ? Do let me know In your comments . I will try to edit .

Also I am not well today . It's been too cold to handle here . And tomorrow I have to travel back to my hometown . And my exam is also there on 22nd . So this week is going  pretty hard on me. Wish me luck .

I will try to update . This week it will be bit difficult but I will still try  . If not .. please understand it's either because of my exam or my fever .  I will try to get better soon 🤗🤗🤗

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