BROKEN SOUL!

Hate or Love

Vikrant's behavior towards Ruhi changed lately. He doesn't talked to her properly and most of the time he tried to ignore her as much as possible. It was not easy for him to do this , but he couldn't fall for her . He cannot fall in love with her .

Here , Ruhi didn't knew the reason why he was behaving different towards her . She felt very bad because Vikrant was not talking to her .

She missed talking to him . His care , his talks everything. She decided to  herself talk to him .

So she went in his room .

"Vikrant !" She called . He was lost in his own thoughts thinking about her . But when he heard her voice , he turned and saw her standing by the door , fidgeting with her fingers.

"Dinner is ready" she said .

"Umm...I am not really hungry . You go and have your dinner ".

"Should I bring your dinner here" she asked.

"No I am not hungry " he said without looking at her .

"Is something wrong Vikrant?" She slowly asked . " You don't talk to me like you did before , did I make any mistake ?" She asked looking at him trying to know what was wrong with him .

"No" he said coldly .

"I know something is wrong . Please tell me I will try to improve . Maybe I did something wrong . I didn't do anything on purpose . "

"Nothing is wrong Ruhi !" Vikrant said raising his voice . " Why do you bother if I talk to you or not . Didn't I made myself clear on the day of our so called marriage that I will never accept you as my wife . Why do you keep bothering me ? I don't want to talk to you . Please leave " he said in a harsh tone . Ruhi flinched at his voice and registered his words in his mind . She couldn't think straight for a moment . Her eyes were filled with tears . She looked at him and nodded . Her eyes held so much pain .

He just wanted to grab and kiss her and say he didn't mean any of it . She looked so vulnerable , her eyes full of tears .

"Okay .." she whispered nodding her head . "Have your dinner before bed".
She stopped by the door and said.

Vikrant banged his fist on the wall..in anger . It hurts so much to see her crying . And this time she was crying because of him . He was so angry at himself .  No, she was not deserved to be treated like that .

Ruhi was in her own thoughts of words.

Didn't I made myself clear on the day of our so called marriage that I will never accept you as my wife .

Of course he said that to her , how can she forget those words which he said  on their wedding day . But after that everything changed . He was so caring and tender towards her . She liked spending time with him. His ignorance was hurting her so much . She wanted to talk to him and felt safe when he was around.

But today his words were so harsh that she wished that they weren't true. She cried and cried . She did not want to be a burden but she again ended up being a burden in Vikrant's house . Why was she so unlucky ..why

RUHI'S POV

Okay ..if he doesn't want to talk to me I will not bother him . Of course he didn't wanted to marry me . But why do I feel bad. Did I feel something for my husband? My husband..right ..he is my husband legally. I can't love him ..no ..but why do I feel something is missing. 

I won't disturb you with my presence  Vikrant . I promise...

NEXT DAY

Ruhi was the first to get up in the morning . She got fresh , had a light  breakfast and left for office. She checked up on Vikrant but he was not in his room , he probably went for his morning exercise .