a/n: LMAO IM BACK FROM CAMP!! and sorry for breaking jin's heart i know yall didn't like that, but just wait ;)
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warning: yall don't come at me for the religion things, it's not real so don't come for my ass please
oh and also, take it that army gang and bts already know each other well, forgot to mention in the previous chapters.
<y/n's pov>
well I don't know why but jin seemed pretty sad. Oh well i just can't wait for church camp!! Jin is gonna be there too since i invited him, it's 4 days 3 nights, I'm so excited!!! Bts and army gang are gonna be there, hope it's not dramatic oof.
Oh and did i forgot to mention that it's the holidays?? Man i love holidays!!!
~time skip to camp, day 3~
It was a really fun day, but sometimes i felt alone cause army gang, we were all separated into different groups even though we slept in the same bunk.
I went down for supper and got a cup of noodles and then i went to drain the water but then.. the noodles dropped into the sink and i didn't have any left.
Jin and jungkook saw that and started laughing at me, then i had a flashback.
*flashback to when y/n was in primary school*
"HAHAHAHA you think that actually looks good on you?? " sunmi, my ex best friend said to me as she shoved her phone with what i posted on instagram to my face. "well it doesn't and please go and look better or something" the whole class started laughing along and the teacher didn't do anything
i ran out of the class crying..
*present day and time*
I got reminded of that and almost cried, i told the rest about my fallen noodles and they all laughed as well, after that they offered some to me but being me i pushed them away and ran back to the bunk.
As i was running back, i heard people singing the happy birthday song and got reminded of how my mom said my birthday will never be celebrated
I locked the door when i reached, and broke down, i cried as quietly as possible, not wanting anybody to hear me, i just didn't want to trouble anybody with anything anymore. As i was crying, so many negative thoughts came to my head
I ran to the rooftop, i wanted to jump, but before i could even jump...
"Y/N! WAIT! PLEASE... please.."
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Romance[COMPLETED] 'he doesn't like me back, i just know it. or at least that's what i thought.' ~ hey!! it's my first time writing a book and I don't know if it's gonna be good or not,, but PLEASE ENJOY!! some chapters are boring, but please stay tuned...
