You never know.... ( AMBW )

chapter 46

It takes time, effort to get what one wants. So if you half step it, you might lose your chance.

Nan's pov~

" Yes Lil Aya it sounds like you did a good job, when everything's completed we'll take that trip to the Apple Store. "

" Yay ! I can't wait. First person I'm gonna show is Nayla, " Aya squealed on the other end of the phone.

" Well alright Aunty going to say goodbye for now, I'll call you later. Love you Sweetie, " I made an kissing sound, ended the phone call.

Just then I heard the alarm system making it's familiar sound. The door opened, my brother stepped in, closed it behind him. He looks tired, with plenty emotional to go along with it.

" What's up ? " I asked as he took a seat on the couch after depositing his things on the floor.

" I don't know, " he replied as I took a seat next to him on the couch. I took in his features, saw the lines of frustration that were evident on his face.

" How can you not know Chan. What is it ? "

" Okay, okay I'll tell. Do you think I'm pushing a little too hard with the thing with Sierra and I ? " he asked as he wiped an hand down his face.

" Well yeah. But I know how you are. So what I think is that you should be patient, she'll come around. You're a good catch as they say. So stay strong. "

" Yeah I know that, all. But sometimes I imagine what it'll be like for us to be together as a family, it's a warm, loving state then reality hits, it turns into an dark, lonely world. You what I'm saying Nan. Of course you don't because you have your love that loves you back. "

" First of all, You have me so you're never alone. Second, how could you know this. My love is hard, just because he loves me back doesn't mean it's not hard. I think about this everyday. Even though he doesn't say anything about it, I know this hurts him too. But he says it's worth it, having to hide our love because of social status. But I don't feel so high above him. I feel that we are equals. Maybe it's because she doesn't want to come into our world, she's scared of what people might think. And I definitely know of that, " I poured my heart out to him with things I never shared before.

" Nan. I didn't know about of this but I could tell since you two were teenagers that Terb has loved you then. My question is...Why is love so hard ? I wish things could work out for the better for both of us, " his face looking a bit better than when he first walked in.

" Well let's stop thinking on the future, think on the here, now. Because I have a plan that should most definitely work for you two, " I patted him on back, proceeded to tell those details.

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Sierra's pov~

The countdown to the Charity event was making me nervous even though I shouldn't be. It's not that something is going to go down, I'd would be swept away by a monster.

But anxiety isn't rational. It have you thinking all sorts of things. Plus I really didn't do crowds but I'd make that extra effort for my baby. It did help a little that my friends would be there. This would be fun because this was an event for the kids. They're having an Carnival with games, rides, the classic carnival foods.