I need to stop writing for Oliver ffs.
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"Nope," you say simply as you turn around and walk in the opposite direction of Oliver.
The two of you had a long history and it ended with him just disappearing one night. After that you never spoke to him again and you never planned on doing so. So why he showed up outside your motel room in Wisconsin was beyond you.
"Y/N! Wait!" Oliver jogs to catch up with you, and your body responds before your head and stops.
When he's finally next to you he's silent and gaping slightly as he takes in your rugged appearance. After he left you had gone back to your roots, your multiple piercings, dark lipstick and heavy eyeliner completely threw Oliver off and you roll your eyes.
"Did you seriously think I was all apple-pie? I changed myself for you. I moved to another earth for you," You cross your arms over your chest, there was so many things that were left unsaid between the two of you and you had to push that hurt and anger down until you could figure out how to get back to your earth without asking for Cisco's help.
"Look, i'm sorry. I was going through a rough patch-"
You scoff and push past him, purposely knocking your shoulder against his as you walk up to your door, "A 'rough patch' Ollie? That's the best you could come up with. You've had plenty of time to think on the ride from Star City to here."
"Y/N..."
You unlock the door and are about to slam it in his face but he sticks his hand out and stops you.
"Can we talk?"
You sigh, but nod and toss your keys on the dresser. You take a seat on the edge of the bed and gesture for Oliver to sit in the rolling chair in front of you.
"Talk."
"The thing with the Arrow. There was just so much going on and I didnt want you to hate me..."
"So you'd rather have me hate myself? Because that's what happened Oliver. You left and I blamed myself, told myself that it's because I'm a Winchester and no matter what fucking earth i'm on I can't escape it," You kick off your shoes, never once letting your eyes leave Oliver's face. You had way too much shit to get off your chest, "My brothers. They tried to stop me - from leaving, they told me that hunting was the 'family business' and we had to 'stick together'. That was mostly Sammy, but Dean..."
You shake your head as you talk with tears pooling in your eyes.
"He wouldn't even look at me. He told me that if I wanted whore myself out on another earth that i could never speak to him again," You get lost in your own head for a second remembering the last moments you spent with your brothers, before remembering who you were talking to, "But despite all the shit I went through for you, you fucking left the minute things got tough!"
"Y/N, I had to!"
"Oh bullshit, Oliver. You left for Felicity, if you drove all the way out here to talk you might as well tell the fucking truth!" You stand up, and Oliver follows suit, rising to his full height and towering over you.
"There was nothing going on between me and Felicity! That was all in your head."
"If it was so 'in my head' can you look me in the eye and tell me that after you left nothing happened between you and felicity?"
Oliver gets quiet and avoids your gaze and you laugh incredulously.
"The nerve of you Oliver. Get the hell out of my room."
