Forgive Me (BTS AU)

Part Seventeen Decision

Taehyung laid on Kookie's sofa, staring at the ceiling. Now he was back to square one. He was missing Hoseok again. He tried and failed to get everyone back to where they once were, before he had been a complete idiot and messed it all up. Now, none of them can see Hoseok and Taehyung knew he was to blame. He did not come back to win Hoseok back into his arms. He wanted to make everything better again.
But that kiss...is it even possible that Hoseok felt the same still? Or was he simply too drunk to realise he was kissing Taehyung?
Taehyung's thoughts were interrupted by his phone. He scooped it up and smiled.
'Hoseok?' He answered. 'Are you okay?'
'Yes...no. my parents don't want me to see any of you anymore.'
'I know they told us to stay away.'
Hoseok sighed. 'I'm sorry.'
'You have nothing to apologise for. This all happened because of me and Suga.'
'All of that was because of me, Tae. Everything, it was all because of me.'
'It's not your fault that I loved you too much. I still do...love you, Hobi. I tried not to, but I can't stop it.'
'I know. Neither can I.'
Tears formed in Taehyung's eyes. 'What are we gonna do, Hobi?'
'I don't know, give me some time. I have to figure everything out.'
'Goodnight Hobi.'
'Goodnight Tae-Tae.'

'Tae,' Jungkook said. 'Whatever you have planned with Hoseok, I hope it doesn't make things even worse.'
'What?' Taehyung stared. 'I don't know what you mean.'
'I heard you talking to him last night. And I know you still love him. But, don't forget, Jimin loves him too.'
'I know, Kookie. I'm not going to make Hoseok choose me over Jimin. Not this time.'
'Good. It's Hoseok's decision. Look, I've got to go to work. Maybe you could try to fix things with Suga.'
Taehyung pulled a 'yeah right' face.
'Yeah.' Jungkook agreed. 'Maybe best to give him a few more days to calm down. Less chance of him killing you then. I'll see you later.'

Suga

Have you decided?

Hoseok stared at the text. How did Suga know he was trying to decide something? At least this time he knew it was Suga sending creepy messages, and not some stranger.

Hoseok

No.

Suga

Do you need my help?

Hoseok

No thanks.

Suga

Why not?

Hoseok

Cos I know what you will say.

Suga

Maybe.
Or I will tell you to go with the one that you think of as soon as you wake, and just before you sleep at night.

Hoseok

Suga you freak me out with that shit.

Suga

I know. I'm sorry I almost killed you.
Be happy Hobi.

Hoseok

I'll try to be.

Hoseok took a deep breath. Although it was a weird conversation with Suga, it had actually helped. Now Hoseok felt sure he had made the right decision. Now all he has to do is tell them.