P L A Y G R O U N D ❁ lrh

Day 11

Thursday, I'm quiet

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Thursday morning, I woke up a tad late only by 30 minutes which meant no makeup today. I was too tired to care because I kept waking up in the middle of the night.

I kept thinking about how I felt. I never felt good enough or comfortable enough. I sighed standing up from my bed and walking to my closet.

It was Halloween today so grabbed a black shirt that said costume in orange letters, ripped skinny jeans and all black converse. I grabbed my gray jacket because it was gonna be cold and put all my clothes on.

I went into the bathroom and cleaned up a bit. After I was done I walked outside and sat in my driveway. It was drizzling slightly, but it was nice. I see Luke's black car drive by and him waving, but quickly leaving.

I shrug and then see my friend Kat pull up in a new car. I stand there astonished until Kat rolls down and says "Get in loser were going shopping." Quoting mean girls making me roll my eyes and chuckle.

I get in the passenger seat and Kat drives us too school surprisingly good. I get out and ask "Kat I didn't know you could drive."

She looks at me and replies with "Yeah I can drive I just needed my own car." She finishes walking off to other friends while I stand in the parking lot of school looking like a loner.

I finally go and walk into the school , go to my locker and get my reading glasses for English because all we're doing today is reading. I didn't mind reading, it let me get away from reality and be someone I wasn't.

I throw the useless stuff in my locker and go to my English class. I walk in and sit in my spot with a book and put on my glasses.

"Well aren't you ready Ms. Hazzel." Mr. Arts says making me force a smile at his comment. After 5 minutes everyone arrives the only thing was the place where my friend Patty sat was empty.

I sigh knowing I'm alone until Luke sits next to me. Making me blush and hide my face behind my book. "Hey Lu." Luke whispers trying not to get caught.

I ignore him and continue reading until a paper ball hits me in the face making me turn and look at Luke who was smirking. He points at the note and I open it, it reads

'You look really cute in glasses.

-Luke ;)'

I crumple it up and throw it at him. He laughs and Mr. Arts comes over and says "Mr. Hemmings I suggest you stop talking, your lucky I let you stay in the seat."

Luke nods and starts to actually read. I get through half my book until I feel a tap and Luke hands me another note that says

'Happy Halloween what are you gonna be.

-Luke ;)'

I look at him and shush him putting a finger to my lips and he sticks his tongue out at me and I roll my eye returning to my book.

When I hear the bell I stand up and walk out without talking to Luke and go on with my day without anymore distractions.

*At home after school.*

I'm at my house still wearing the same clothes. I decided I'll go to the playground later because Luke is probably gonna go to some big Halloween party and won't wanna hang out with me. I shrug the thought off and read the rest of my book that I had been reading in English.