P L A Y G R O U N D ❁ lrh

Day 28

Sunday, everything falls apart.

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//Luna//

I hadn't slept all night. I stayed up thinking about all the possibilities. I wasn't gonna let my heart break, the only thing that had managed to hold itself together through my depression.

   I look at my alarm clock and read the time 10:00am. I stand up slowly without even blinking, my face emotionless and clothes still on from yesterday.

  I walk out of my room and out the door my mind empty and blank. I knew what was happening and I didn't like it. See a few years ago my mom had breast cancer, she's clear now, but before when I found out I had lost all emotion.

   I had shut off all my feelings, and I didn't want it to happen again. I look around and see the dark gray clouds that are in the sky, the gray concrete, and the trees slowly loosing there leaves as you watch them slowly fall to the ground, being moved slightly by the wind.

I had finally made it to the park and I see an unfamiliar car there. It was a nice sleek white car, not even as much of a spec of dust on it. I shrug as I walk past the car, but stop when I hear someone open the door, slamming it shut then walk a little.

   They were right behind me, I knew it was a girl from the sound of her heels clacking against the parking lot pavement. I turn around and come face to face with Ariana? I furrow my eyebrows as I see her small petite figure standing about 2 feet away from me.

   She looks at her nails then says "Well Luna. I have come here to tell you something very important." She smirks at the end now looking up at me. I ask "What is it?"

   She has a devilish grin on her face as she says "Well sweetie your boyfriend and I have been talking. See he doesn't actually love yo-"

   I cut her off and say sternly "No! He loves me, I know he does." Her face falters,but regains back to the evil smirk she had as she says "If he loved you would he be cheating on you."

I feel tears come up in my eyes, but I force them back as I yell "NO! He's not cheating on me! It has to be a mistake. He loves me! He wouldn't hurt me like that."

   I was having trouble believing myself, but I didn't let it show. She walks closer to me and says gradually getting louder "If he loved you! If he loved you! HE WOULDN'T BE HAVING SEX WITH ME EVERY NIGHT!"

   She was now yelling in my face. I freeze not moving one single muscle. I watch as she smirks then says "Oh you think that shocks you? Well your little Lukey has been keeping a lot more than that from you."

   I feel the tears falling as my eyes blur. I hear some noises and a car speed off leaving me all alone. I run home not missing one step, not blinking, just focusing on getting home.

I quickly go into my room and lock the door. I scramble around my desk I have in the room and begin writing a letter

'Dear anyone,

I'm officially broken. I'm done. I was broken before, but now I've fallen apart. My hearts shattered into a million tiny pieces and no one will ever be able to fix it.

Hate,

Luna.'

I finish scribbling in my ugly hand writing, shove the note in my pants pocket and go into the kitchen silently. I grab a knife and tip toe to my room.

   I lean against the door as I slide down my butt touching the floor now. I hear my phone buzzing, but ignore it. I look up at the ceiling and whisper "I'm coming."