Cap's kid

Mistake

*Cap's POV

      I look to see Thor and Loki enter in behind the doctor. I totally forgot what the doctor said. So, I answer with;
     "Huh?"
     "How is she?" The doctor asks.
"Good very good, she was up and talking earlier." I say, running my hands through my hair.
     "That's very good. She must be a fighter, she's a fast healer and I can see why."
"Of course, she's part Asgardian." Thor says, half yelling.
I feel Mew tap my leg, I see her eyes half open. She was probably half asleep with all the meds they have her on at least until Thor came in. She mouths 'he's so loud' and yawns.
"I'm sorry baby."I whisper, but loud enough so they can hear. "I'm sure your brother didn't mean to wake you up. Are you hurting at all?"
She nods a weak nod and I notice that her eyes look like they're filled with tears. She blinks a lot to try to hide the fact but it's a little too late. I give Thor a look that makes him back up.
"Sorry little sister, I didn't mean to." He says.
"Do you need anything?" Loki asks. "Besides our oaf brother being quiet."
She shakes her head and closes her eyes again. The doctor says that he'll come back later and everything looks fine right now. Loki and Thor come in and sit down in the chairs on the other side of the bed. My phone goes off, it says Tony Stark, I step out to take it.
"Tony?" I ask.
"I have to tell you something." He says, guilt entering his voice.
"What?" I ask.
"I'm the reason you're daughter's in the hospital."

*Mew's POV

I hear my dad exit the room and Thor talking to Loki.
'It's times like these when I feel most like a mistake. And, I can't argue, I've always been considered some sort of mistake. God, my dad and brothers would either kill me or applaud me for thinking like this. But, I'm always thinking like this."
     It was true, some of the scars on my wrists were actually from me.
"Oh you couldn't be more right," Loki says, specifically to me. "They will kill you and so will I if you think that ever again. Or do that ever again."
I open my eyes to look at him, expecting to find anger but instead I find concern. Loki puts his hand on my right shoulder, which makes me wince, just like with my dad. He grits his teeth in a slight apologetic smile. He puts his hand on Thor's shoulder and then he shows the exact same look on his face.
    "You're not a mistake, it doesn't matter how you came into this world. All that matters is that you make the most of when you're here." He says. "And trust me, you're gonna be here a while. I won't let you do that anymore."
     I smile but feel the irony in his words, the fact that I had been literally half dead today.
"You're not gonna tell my dad, are you?" I say.
"We may have to."
I start to feel like I'm gonna throw up, but it made sense with all the meds I'm on. I should just get some sleep, that should make me feel better.
      I start coughing and feel like I'm drowning, my body's on fire. I start to feel something warm come up my throat and out my mouth. Bucky starts screaming something about blood but I can't focus on anything but trying to breathe. I hear someone else along with a series of beeps. There's flashing lights and people talking urgently. They put something in my nose as I continue to cough and drown. I hate this, it makes me have flashbacks. I've always hated hospitals. A sharp jab in my chest sends me shooting back to reality. I can't focus, I feel like I'm dying and no one can save me. My dad's not here , Peter had to go home, and Bucky wasn't allowed near me. But right now, I just want my dad.

      *Cap's POV

      I had walked outside to scream at Tony for twenty minutes. I ran into Bucky on the way back and when we came in, she was having a nightmare. I shake her awake as gently as possible, she blinks rapidly and sits up.
    "I had the worst nightmare pa..." She says.
     I can't help but smirk a bit, I liked 'pa' or whatever she just called me. It was cute and reminded me when things were more simple.
    "What was it sweetheart?" I ask.
    "I was drowning... I was dying. I was alone and afraid and I couldn't stop it." She says.
    I hug her against my chest, stroking her hair gently.
    "Well I'm here now." I whisper. "And, so is uncle Bucky."
     I feel her smile. Loki puts his hand on my shoulder and something pops into my head.
"Mew thinks she's a mistake, so much she'd hurt herself. Was her life really that bad?"
      "I'm sorry." Mew whispers.
      "Never do it again?" I say, more like a question than a statement.
      She nods and I see tears dripping down her cheeks. I wipe them away with my thumb and kiss her head. She gives a small smile and lets out a small yawn.
"Pa, I don't wanna go to sleep." She whimpers.
"Well you may have to... considering all the meds you're on." I say. "But I think Pa is cute."
She lets out a small chuckle.
"Hey you want to hear something that made me want to kill uncle Tony." I say.
"Uh oh... what is it?" She asks.
     "Turns out... that Tony was the one firing the drone that shot you. And now... I'm not gonna let you out of my sight." I say.
"Why not??" She asks, slowly.
"The people who hacked into Tony's system. They used to work for him on something called project Fallen Angel." I say, as her eyes go wide.
"What?" Bucky asks.
"That's why I'm a mistake." She says.
Me and Bucky make Thor and Loki leave before I ask.
"What do you mean baby?"
"I don't wanna tell you here. Can we... talk when we get home, please? I don't feel like talking about this right now, especially in a hospital."
"Understood." Bucky says, giving her a look of understanding. "Muriel."
I nod but don't understand it. She knew the name but I'm assuming Tony told her. But, I still need to know more about project Fallen Angel. I need, Natasha.