Kaylynn {COMPLETED}

Kaylynn

Chapter 1:

Middle school. The year my life fell apart. I always hated life i felt like it was pointless. I was always told I had to find my destiny . I have no clue what my destiny is and with everyone around me feeling they know how they want their life to go and growing in potential its aggravating me. I can't find one thing that gives me a spark, not one thing I really want to do. And the shit we do like school has no real purpose, like how the fuck is ymx+b gonna help me in life? This work and ideology that I need to go down "the correct path" and me not knowing what that path is; is taking a toll on me.
Anyways let me tell you about my life. I live in Showel Hall, the ghetto but it's not as bad as you think. A block away is the local grocery store, all the cashiers are cool they always hook you up with the newest sales . A few houses down from mine is the icee lady she only charges $0.50 for homemade icee's and one dollar for beef patties, she's happy to feed the kids. Then less then a block up is a field us kids like to kick it at. The community is tight knit, everyone always looked out for each other. I have 4 friends, Alexandra, Keisha, Auberyanna and Kara.
You may think my life is normal from the outside looking in, but it's the complete opposite.

"KAYLYNN" my mother screams. I immediately jump up and walk in her room. "What" I sigh. I shouldn't have said that I can already tell sheś upset with me because of how she yelled my name.
¨Excuse me¨, she stares at me as if she is ready to snatch my soul. ¨Sorry¨, I look down at my feet, ¨I meant yes.
I can see how it may be disrespectful to "what" my mother but she picks at me for the simplest mistakes. I wonder if she even really wanted have a daughter. She lets my brother get away with everything but rules me with a iron fist.
¨So¨, she continues, ¨I just got off the phone with your teacher¨.
My heart drops. What the fuck, I haven't been doing anything and I'm always getting in trouble.
¨You never participate and you are failing math¨, my mother stares.
¨Oh¨, I say.
¨Oh¨, she raises her voice. ¨Kaylynn I am taking your phone until you get your grades up. ¨What, no, why¨ I sigh. That's literally all contact to the people I tolerate.
"You have 13 missing assignments and 13 missing homeworks. Please Kaylynn tell me HOW THE FUCK DOES THAT HAPPEN¨, she yells.
¨Sorry¨, I back up praying she doesn't hit me ¨I will turn them in¨.
¨Show me your work now¨, she demands ¨and did you do your homeworks she asks as she follows me to my bedroom. There is no point in lying now it will just get me into more trouble, ¨No¨ I answer.
¨Kaylynn I am not playing with you¨ my mom walks into my room ¨I am not paying all this money for you to go to that private school for you to not do work¨.

I pull out the missing assignments. They are all done, I just haven't turned them in. At times I can be forgetful, I just need to become more organized.
¨What the hell my mom¨ glares ¨you're gonna turn all this in and clean this disgusting roo-¨ ¨okay ma¨ I interrupt.
WHACK my mom hits me in the face. I stare at her holding back tears.
¨What did I tell you about that talking back¨ she says.
¨You got one more time, try it¨. I start picking up everything off my floor, a jacket, pair of jeans, and a plastic bag. My mom always over exaggerates, my room isn't disgusting.

10 minutes later there is a knock on the door. ¨Iĺl get it I yell to my mom¨. ¨Sup Jason¨ I say opening the door. I could tell it was him, I didn't have to ask. He smiles, I stare right at his beautiful hazel eyes and short curly hair. His beige skin is so clear and I can tell he is beginning to grow facial hair. You can't deny he is fine. ¨Hey Kaylynn your mom home¨, Jason asks. ¨Yea¨ I say ¨I'll tell her you are here¨. I walk into my moms room she gives me a pack of fonto and I give it to him. ¨Mk bye¨, i say. As I was tryna close the door he pushes the door back open, grabs me by my neck, and squeezes my boob with his other hand. Shocked and scared I just stand there and say nothing.He then let go and went back upstairs. I go back to my room and sit down on the floor. What the fuck just happened.