Kaylynn {COMPLETED}

Chapter 15

Blue and red lights flash everything moves slow. The pain is so unbearable I just want it to go. 1 hour, 2hrs, 3hrs, 4. Then 3 more. Finally with one last big push she is out. But it's silent, no cry. The doctors move fast my mother sighs, me, I begin to cry. Jeremy holds my hand worried and he tries to keep my mind off of things by singing a tune. Jason leaves the room not knowing what to do. Everything moves fast now and again my mind swirls. But all is fine when I hear a cry, a cry from my baby girl. I hold her and look into her big brown eyes and everything is still. Right then and there I knew if it was for her, I would kill.

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Ayala Daniella Vasquez

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A year later

¨WHY THE FUCK AM I GETTING SHIT LIKE THIS IN THE MAIL¨, Jason yells holding a envelope. ¨Mmm¨ I say passing Ayala a teether ¨now they want to do something about it¨. ¨Are you seriously still pressing charges¨ Jason stares ¨it's been over a year¨. ¨Well it feels like it was just yesterday to me, and I still have mental shit to deal with so I don't give a fuck how long ago it happened¨ I roll my eyes. ¨You don't even know what your doing ¨ Jason chuckles ¨Ayala is around me everyday they'll take her away from you¨. I get up off the floor where Ayala and I were playing. ¨That can be changed, besides you got your own apartment I don't have to come over here all the time like I do¨. ¨I'ts Jeremy ain't it¨ Jason balls up his fist. ¨No¨ I say ¨and relax¨. He doesn't, he punches me in the face. I fall to the floor holding my face. Ayala cries and runs over to me. ¨Oh relax¨ Jason picks up Ayala ¨I didn't even hit you that hard¨. He brings Ayala to her room and puts her to sleep.

He hits me all the time. I'm used to it, I'm numb to it. As long as Jeremy doesn't know there is no conflict and everything will be fine. Jason enters the living room 20 minutes later as I was watching tv. He sits next to me. He stares at me. ¨What¨ I mutter. He's silent. I roll my eyes. He comes closer and puts his hand on my thigh. Instant wetness. It's my weakness and he knows it.

I move his hand but he just puts it back. We stare at each other for a moment, then we start making out. I push him back and get on top of him. We kiss more and eventually our clothes are off. He slides inside me like he's done before and like he will do again. I moan and pull him closer. We kiss again then everything goes black.