Kaylynn {COMPLETED}

Chapter 20

"Lips meet teeth and tongue. My heart skips a beat at once. If we were meant to be we would have been my now. Your lies will never seep I think you need to blow it out. Just sit and watch my heart burn, with the fire that you started in me but I never want you back to put it out". Parisa rolls her eyes in disgust when I tell her I talked to Christian.

"You shouldn't be talking to him" she says "he is a liar and him switching up was not cool. "He did it to protect me" I twiddle my fingers. "He lied" I gulp "to protect me from Tony selling me to a sex trafficking ring". Keisha gasps and Parisa stares in shock. I pull out the wad of cash Tony gave me. "Tony gave this to me I don't know why, maybe to bribe me, but I don't want it.. I'm gonna give it back". "Nah" Sebastian says devouring sunflower seeds. "If someone from a gang gives you a gift you can't give it back, its a insult". I sigh "what am I gonna d-" bang,bang, bang my story was interrupted by gunshots. For some reason I jump from the couch to the counter. Natural reaction. "DAMN" Sebastian yells "you see how far she jumped,if you don't jump yourself into an olympic arena bitch you'll do greatttt". We all laugh.

Later on in the day I was walking to the store with Ayala. People were giving me dirty looks but so didn't care. While Ayala attempted to grab a lollipop which she refused to let me get for her Tony walked in and paid for all of our snacks. That was exactly what I didn't want him to do. "Kaylynn let me talk to you real quick" Tony says. "I really gotta go" I pick up Ayala. "It will be quick" Tony says as he gets into his cadillac. I roll my eyes and get in. Ayala crawls to the back of the car.

"I saw this earlier" Tony digs into his pocket "it reminded me of you". "He pulls out a beautiful diamond necklace. "Tony" I gasp, "You can't keep giving me gifts, I can't repay you". Tony rubs his hand on my face then grips my thigh "you're so pretty" he says. "Okay stop" I move his hand. Tony laughs "my bad". "And you don't need to repay me" he puts the necklace on me. "I got one for the little princess too" he passes me a smaller necklace. "Thank you", I put the necklace in my pocket "they are very pretty". "So" Tony claps his hands together "I want you to do some work for me". "Work" I squirt "what kind of work" I side eye him. "You know some detective work, I need you to figure out what the other gangs know". "You may need to fuck them to get the information but"-  "Ayala come here" I roll my eyes. "It will be fine Kaylynn" Tony grabs my arm preventing me to get out of the car "you know I wouldn't put you in harms way, we just wanna welcome you to the crew". "No" I pull my hand away. "I don't want any part of this". "Fucking with my brother you are already in this shit. Welcome to the team babygirl" he hands me a bandanna. I return home and Christian is in my bed.

"Seriously" I say puting Ayala down. He laughs. I lay on his chest and tell him about everything that happened when I was in the car with Tony. "You don't have to work for him but you are affiliated, you're with us but you don't have any responsibility" he says. "But you do" I say sitting up. "And that's what I'm scared of. I mean you aren't doing big shit right now you are just selling and tagging... but how long until you kill someone". "You worry too much" Christian puts his shirt on". "You lil worrier" "Um I'm pretty sure worrier isn't a word" I cross my arms "and I have every right to be worried".

Christian gets up and looks through his bag. I was being nosey and saw what he was looking for. ¨Why you got a gun Chris¨ I scold him. ¨Gun¨ Ayala repeats playing on the floor with her dolls. ¨YALA DON'T SAY THAT¨ I yell. Christian laughs. ¨This isn't funny¨ I say ¨and you still haven't answered my question¨. ¨Protection¨ Chris loads the gun. ¨Are you crazy¨ my eyes bulge ¨ don't load that in here, what if it goes off¨.  ¨And  what are you going to do with the gun¨, ¨ARE YOU GOING TO KILL SOMEONE¨!! ¨What if you get arrested¨. I continue flooding him with questions and reasons why he shouldn't have a gun and why he shouldn't be in a gang when he grabs me by my waist stares into my eyes and licks his lips. He does this a lot and it drives me fucking crazy. He moves a strand of hair out of my face then he pulls me by my chin and kisses me. ¨I gotta go¨ he says ¨I'll text you¨ and then he jumps out the window. I was happy and caught into a trance until I realized he kissed me just so I could shut the fuck up. I hope he realizes I am not done trying to convince him to do better.