What Next

9|"They're Dead."

<Tris's POV>

"They're dead." I tell Tobias still holding on to him.

"Wait who?" Tobias says looks down at me concerned.

"My p-p-parents," I say bursting into tears. All those memories I made with them are now ways to help me remember there life.

"Tris I-I-I am sorry I didn't know." He looks at me with a sympathy I have never known him to have.

"Why were you here in the first place?" I ask curiously.

"Dauntless got a call saying Dauntless soldiers were needed at the council meeting. I thought maybe you had gotten hurt so I came."

"I'm okay."

"No you're not Tris. I know your strong but you can't handle this on your own."

This makes my blood boil inside. I try to not let my anger out, but I can't hold back. "Are you crazy! You disbelieving little dick! I am capable enough for this! Just because I was a stiff does not mean I am weak! Jesus I thought you had some sense to you!" I scream and then walk fast out of the room.

"Tris wait!" I hear four scream but I don't care. Wait no why did I say that. God I'm so stupid. I start to bawl my eyes out again as I walk back to the train to get back to the Dauntless compound.

Later that night.

I gasp when I wake up from a nightmare about my parents. I realize that I'm crying. When I look at my clock it says 2:00am. I know I won't be able to fall back to sleep. Without think I start walking to Tobias's room completely forgetting about when I yelled at him.

When I get to his door I use the extra key he gave me to his room. When I open the door he jumps. "Tris," he whispers my name. His voice gives me shivers. I walk over to his bed. I am not even bothered that I am in my pajamas in front of him. I am wearing sweatpants with a tank top. Then again he is only wearing black sweatpants.

I lay down next to him and he puts the covers over me. We just stare at each other. "Tris about today I-" I don't want to hear him speak so I cut him off with a kiss that he returns. He grabs the small of my back and my arms wrap around his neck. I slip my tongue into his mouth. He moans softly. Then I feel his tongue enter my mouth. We kiss for awhile, but I throw him off when I nibble his ear. I feel something hard hit my leg and I grin. For the first time in a while I will be selfless and give him what he wants.

I flop myself on top of him and kiss him harder. Fear hits me for a second but I push it away. I'm not afraid.

Four's hands go into my pants. He grabs my butt. Then I help him work off my pants. I pull his pants off. We don't break the kiss through any of these actions. His hand grab at the bottom of my tank top. He pulls it up so all I have on is my panties and all he has is his underwear. Enough time has passed I decide. I yank down on his boxers and he pulls down on my panties. There is nothing in between us. I stop kissing him for a moment and just stare at his eyes while my fingers draw imaginary patterns on his bare chest. He connects his lips with mine again. I grab his back. He puts his member inside me. I moan loudly.

(A/N the rest of this scene will be in 3rd person)

Tris moans and Four smiles. Since this is her first time it hurts her but she refuses to stop now. She grabs Four's back harder and pulls away from the kiss. Instead she sucks on his neck. Four then moans. His hands are on her hips trying to get her to work with his rhythm.

She does. Four and Tris go into a rhythm together. Four inserts himself in her farther. "Four, stop stop!" Tris moans loudly. Four disobeys. He goes in farther. Tris's nails dig into his neck.

Tris teasingly gets out of the bed and starts to walk across the room. Four smirks and runs after her. When he catches her he grabs he shoulders and pushes her up against the wall. Four reaches his hand up and paws at her breast. Tris grabs his hands away from her breasts and moves them to her butt. He grabs it and lifts her up higher. He decides to take a chance. He thrusts himself inside Tris so far she screams softly.

"Four, stop!" But he doesn't. He keeps pushing. "Fourr please, oh my god! Stop! It hurts," Tris says loudly in Fours ear.

"You can do it I know you are strong enough," Four whispers in her ear.

"No I can't, please stop ow!" Four pull away a bit and Tris sighs. Four carries Tris by her butt back to the bed. Four lays on his back and relaxes for a moment until he is flipped on top of Tris. She smirks and then continues to kiss him one last time before they have to stop and breathe. They are both huffing. Eventually they fall asleep.

30 minutes later.

Tris wakes up a half an hour later. She feels as though she wants to do it again. She wants to because she conquered her fear of sex so why not enforce it to show how brave she is. Tris reaches her hand to Fours crotch. She grabs it making Four wake up.

"What the first time wasn't enough?" Four says jokingly.

Tris playfully shakes her head slightly and grabs his crotch harder. "Please," she asks. He answers by his member turning hard. Four moans. They get right to it. He picks Tris up and puts her on his shoulders so she is facing him. He inserts his tongue in her again. Tris stops him by sliding herself down his body so she is laying on her back on the ground. Four lays on her and slowly grinds. She moans softly. Then he flips her on top of him. She falls asleep on him mid-kiss.

(A/N back to POVs)

<Tris's POV>

When I wake up I am still naked and on top of Four. Reality hits me and I remember everything from yesterday especially the meeting. I get off of Four and grab my clothes and put them on. This causes Four to wake up. "Where are you going?" He asks alarmed.

"What happened last night was not supposed to happen. It meant nothing. Okay I just-" tears are threatening to fall so I walk out of the room. On my way up to my room I run into Christina and Will. They are laughing. When they see me they wave.

"Hey T- what's wrong?" Christina asks.

"I need to talk to you alone," I tell her. I don't want to talk about it in front of Will.

"You heard her leave us," Christina tells him.

"Alright talk to you guys later," he says and then walks away.

I grab her hand and pull her up to my room so we can talk. When we walk in we sit on my bed.

"Okay so what's wrong?"

I take a deep breath. "Two things."

"Spit it out honey," she says.

"My parents were killed yesterday," I say holding back tears.

"Tris I-I'm so sorry," Christina says pulling me into a hug. I hug her back. "Wait what's the second thing?"she asks.

"Well Four and I um we um well I got us into a fight," I say leaving a little detail out.

"Oh that's okay, I thought you were going to say you lost your virginity or something." I blush and don't say anything. "Oh my god you didn't!"

I tell her the whole story including what I said to him before I left this morning. She is surprised at first but we spend a while I my room just talking about my parents and Four. I don't care about anything else at that second. As long as I have Christina that's all that matters.