What Next

11|"I Still Love You."

A/N okay so hopefully this will be a longer chapter👌

<Tobias's POV>

I am walking down the hall when I bump into Tris. Furrowing my eyebrows, I glance down at her worriedly.

"Tris, I've been looking all over for you," I say relieved that I finally found her.

"Um ya I know. I need to talk to you, in private,"she says looking around. I nod and lead us back to my apartment. Not a word is said on the way there. I take out my keys unlock the door and step inside.

We sit down next to each other on my bed, a reasonable distance apart. We look at each other. I decide to speak first. "Look Tris, I don't know what I did wrong, but if you could please just tell me what I did so I can fix it!" I say the volume of my voice increasing.

"It's not what you did it's what I did. Don't worry I still love you."

<Tris's POV>

I say this and his face lights up. I can't tell him that I had a pregnancy scare now. He is to happy, but it's for his own good. We can't keep secrets.

"Tris I'm so happy I-" I cut him off.

"I had a pregnancy scare," I say plainly shutting my eyes for a moment. When I open them I see the color had drained from his face. His hands are shaking. Guilt builds up inside me.

"You what?" He says looking me dead in the eye.

"I had a pregnancy scare, you know I thought I was pregnant but I'm not," I add lamely.

He stands up from the bed and rubs the back of his head. He turns around to me with watery eyes. "I almost made you a teenage mother! How are you so calm?" His eyes begin to water, and I notice his hands shaking.

I walk up to him and wrap my arms around him. "Shhh, it's okay, it's okay. It's just as much my fault, but guess what? We aren't teenage parents."

"You're sure?"

"Positive," I state before kissing him lightly.

"We should go out to dinner tonight, you know I have never taken you out on a real date," Tobias says with a smirk plastered on his face.

"Sure but where would we go?" I ask. I didn't know that they had a restaurant here in the Dauntless compound.

"You'll know when you see it. I'll pick you up at 6:00 sharp. Now go get ready it's already 4:00. Go!" He tells me playfully. I laugh and give him a quick kiss and then go back to my room. Christina is not there anymore which is good so she doesn't intrude on our date.

I take a quick shower. When I get out of the warm water I realize how unhealthy the ends of my hair are. Now that I think of hit I haven't had my hair cut since the time my mother did it all those weeks ago. I decide that now is a good a time as any. While looking for a brush I grab scissors. When I find the brush I part my hair in its normal part and brush all the knots out. I take a comb and scissors and start cutting off the ends of my hair. Cut even, I think to myself.

When I am done, I blow dry my hair and see that I cut my ends off pretty evenly. I take out the small makeup kit that Christina got me as a 'you made it into dauntless' present. Since tonight is our first date I want to have some more dramatic makeup on so I pull out the black eyeliner, fake lashes, grey and black eyeshadow, and mascara. I start by combining the grey and black eyeshadow sand putting them on. Then I apply very thick eyeliner on the top and bottom of my eyes. For mascara, I apply only a little since I will also be wearing fake lashes. After mascara is done I carefully place the fake lashes on and look in the mirror. Not to bad. For my lips I put on a clear gloss. Carelessly I apply light foundation. Done.

I walk out of my bathroom and instead to my bedroom to look in my dresser for clothes. I put on ripped black jeans, a flowy burgundy tank top, and a leather jacket. For my feet I put on combat boots and lastly I throw on a black beanie. Now it's 5:50. I slowly make my way to Tobias's apartment so when I get there it is excactly 6:00. Right when I knock on the door he answers it. When he opens it he just stares at me.

"What?" I question knowingly.

"You're so beautiful," he says.

"I highly doubt that," I say. Before he can comment I take his hand and start walking to the stairs so he can take me to our dinner. He ends up taking me to a restaurant I didn't even know existed until now. When we walk in a women asks us how many and Four says two. She leads us to a table. The restaurant isn't fancy it's more like a party bar and grill.

"I like it in here," I tell Four.

"Ya I thought we needed a upbeat happy place," he answers. I know what he means. I order a hamburger with coke and so does Tobias. I am about to start a conversation when I hear yells from the entrance. While looking through all the people at this restaurant I see a group of younger people. I know every face in the group. It's all my friends. Lynn, Marlene, Uriah, Christina, Will, Shauna, and Zeke. They see Four and I.

Uriah shouts and points at us. "Look it's the love birds of Dauntless!" The group run over to us in a mob. Running past waitresses. When the get to us they push together a bunch of smaller tables forming a giant table where we all sit together. So much for being alone on a first date. They order food. I sigh and smirk at Four. He smirks back and shrugs.

We are like crazy people in here. Christina looks at me and I nod telling her all is well. She nods back and smiles. After about two hours Four and I are done eating so we leave the group to finally be alone. And of coarse Uriah just has to shout at us as we leave. "Hey where are you guys going. Your bedroom maybe!" A memory of Four and I flashes through my head. Christina gives him a look as if saying not a good time. Lynn sees the look on my face and must realize that something happened. She punches his shoulder.

Zeke rolls his eyes and Marlene and Shauna just sit in an awkward silence until Will says, "well good seeing ya!" I take that as a good time to leave. We walk out of the restaurant.

"Where are we going now?" I ask Four.

"No time to talk, we have got a train to catch," he says vaguely. We run out to the train. I hear it coming across the corner. When it reaches us Four swiftly jumps on the side and opens the doors. I run next to the train. He pulls me on and we sit with our feet dangling off the edge. Four wraps his arm around me.

"I love you." He says.

"I love you too." I start to kiss him lightly but he deepens the kiss. He stops a moment to ask something.

"Do you trust me?"

"Always." We go back to kissing. I wrap my arms around his neck and his arms are around my hips. He moves a hand down to my shoulder and pulls my jacket off a little. I hesitate. Fear rushes through me. No! I will not let it ruin this moment. I allow Four to take my jacket off completely. One of his hands go to my shoulder and the other to my ripped jeans. He slips his hand in the ripped spot of my pants. I feel his hard chest under my small palm.

He slips his tongue in my mouth. I sigh softly. My face must turn red. I hope he didn't hear me. I slip forward a little. For a second I think I will fall off the train but Four grabs my waist and stands us up. We pull away from the kiss and sit down again. We ride the train for the night and then we jump.