Just Her (Lisa X Unnamed)

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- Lisa

I am not sure for how long...
But since we got off from the restaurant, we both began to say nothing.

I don't know if he's being moody, if it's just a mood swing or a sudden anxiety is hitting him. Anxiety isn't a joke and it's a little visible to him now, I'm not a psychologist to conclude but...

I am a human that can say whether a person is feeling sorrowful or joyful.

"Had anything in the past made you like that?"
      After taking a deep breath, I mustered enough courage to ask with a bit of seeming smile formed on my lips.

He took a glance on me and didn't answer as he continued driving...

But as I just gazed at him, he heaved and answered...

"How have you came up with that question?"
        Answered with a question.

"You said earlier that we are mold differently and better than the others which you also said to me before but the subject was only me..."
       I responded, making him sigh for the second time.

"If you don't want to share it, it's fine. I just felt a bit worried and confuse since you're still fine earlier but when you said being happy is hard, your aura changed."
       Having that said, he remained quiet.

It was all awkward...
Very quiet and really intimidating.

He is someone I haven't deal with yet before...
This is literally just the first time we ate together and had been together. He may be nice and caring just like Chaeyoung, but I am too self absorbed the past several weeks with the situation I had.

"There's a little traffic to your home, let's wait."
       Breaking down the silence, he stated and informed while looking through the windshield.

I want to answer yet I can't find any words from that moment until the raindrops started filling our visions.

"It's raining..."
       I mumbled as I looked through the glass window on my right.

"It's dark since earlier morning."
       He responded and stepped on the gas a little bit to move forward as the traffic is moving.

"Really? I didn't notice. I must be really self centered."
       The conversation sounds so formal, I dom't even want to continue it.

Being quiet is finer than having this kind of conversation. It seems like we're bot disregarding the fact that he's a cousin of Chaeyoung while she's my best friend.

"May I ask? How you and Chaeyoung became friends? Is she the only friend you have in the hospital?"
      Giving me a little fun to talk about, he questioned.

The question is a lot more casual.
The conversation will be better than earlier.

"We became friends since college. These days, we barely had a bonding despite of being in the same hospital, we're busy while me, I'm also keeping myself away from any people because of what happened. Lie low, I'm lying low as of the moment."
       I answered and the cars moved a little far making us move faster.