Just Her (Lisa X Unnamed)

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Story Setting: After the medical mission, going back home. Going back to where she thought things are fine.

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- Rosè

"This is what I was afraid of!"
She yelled and I was stopped...

"Falling to the wrong place!"
By the sound of her voice, I could tell that she's crying...

"I thought... I thought loving him was already wrong, but this is much more."
It was a bit low toned but the open door didn't let that pass and still gave me enough loudness to hear.

Every staffs just got off from the medical mission we attended. It was such of an achievement, seeing everything there doing fine before we leave, everyone recognizing us as good doctors, hearing compliments and gratitudes. Everything were difficult at first but worth it in the end, I guess.

We're back and probably Lisa didn't know, it's her off and we only told the office that we're going back. I also didn't send any messages to Jungkook...

We're still not fine, to be honest.
I told him I want a but of space, just to relax myself, also because I am sure he'll just keep on asking and asking things or will keep feeling insecure. He also needs to pull himself together and talking to him at that time won't help in any way.

After medical mission, with the mentality that we're not okay, I decided to drop by Lisa's house... to ask for help or just an advice. Or maybe to have someone to rant on. But then, now that I'm on the step next to her door...

"Two months..."
She stated with a shaky voice...

"That was too quick, how can we..."
She was halted by her hiccup, I am already sure that she's crying and is talking to someone but... who?

I want to know, but I'm afraid that there's something I don't know and I might cause something more than what's already happening inside. Hearing her talking to someone while not being able to see or know anything gives me a strange kind of vibe, so I just did lend my ears... to listen...

"I usually refuse getting close to anyone, I am afraid of being a burden, and falling for to the wrong place. But why the more I refused, the more I've fallen to the worst."
It's true. Even to me, she's doing her best to prevent herself to be a burden though no one finds her as a problem.

But the next words after that being a burden confused me a little...

"It was neither a mistake nor a decision..."
She mumbled but enough for me to hear behind the door...

"It was a sin caused by temptation, a sin caused by the urge of having it."
She stated, and in that one shot, I felt uneasy...

"My vision of love was changed long time ago already, it was changed by the same sin. And deeper than that, myself, changed as well. My heart broke, my soul blackened, it destroyed me, the entire me..."
She's referring to Taehyung and Yoongi, not sure but that's how I decipher it...