Just Her (Lisa X Unnamed)

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A: It's a hint for the ending. Thought that I wouldn't need to send you clues but for some instances, my intuition wasn't right.

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- Rosè

There's
the kind of atmosphere surrounding us, not awkward but not also comfortable. It's bizarre to have them in front of me, pitying me and trying to give me a shoulder after everything that had happened but I do care less for that, would I even worry about it now that I have my own problem.

With the several moments that I'll take glances on them, or would stare at them while they're talking to each other, I thought...

"You had dealt with the same problem but different point of view and different role in life. You've cheated, almost killed a person because of it and here, you still have your best friend beside you... how lucky."

Also...

"Maybe, over the past months after we've resolved things between each one of you, you changed. Or probably while at the pits of dying and losing someone, you changed. You cheated, but you don't seem a devilish creature in front of me now."

A weird kind of smile played on my lips as I removed eyes off of them. It's hard to think all the things way back in the past, all that had happened while thinking that what they did happened with me now, in the present.

And more, it's hard to accept...
That it's my best friend who betrayed me.

The smile on my face faded as I my vivid mind showed me all those days I am by her side while she's all broken and dying inside. Those days I prevented her to kill herself, those days I won't leave her and would even sleep in her house just to make sure she's fine. Those days I will try everything to keep her smiling. Those days I got involve to their situation that I shouldn't really be in.

I hate counting blames and kindness, but...
Is this really what she's going to repay me?

With all those helps...
With all hose years we've been together...
With everything we've passed through together...
This is what she's going to do, betray me and steal something that should stay as mine.

"Hey, the food is getting cold. You should at least eat."
Jisoo mouthed, just like Jennie, she's concern not as a friend or someone close but just as a person who coincidentally saw me.

"You really don't have to buy me a meal."
I responded, looking at the plate pasta sitting in front of me on the table.

"Hmm, it's fine. At times like this, it's only food you can rely on."
She answered and a smile, again, formed on my lips.

"Foods aren't as goo as they think it is. Sometimes, it is also a poison."

"Foods today... they are not as helpful as how you think they are."
I spoke, staring at the foods on the table...

"Just like how I haven't thought of my best friend betraying me, it's also unknowingly poisoning our body. Not every foods are healthy, just like not every friends you have are true."
It was an indirect confession, though I am pretty sure that the both of them got it already since earlier.