Just Her (Lisa X Unnamed)

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A:   "Everything has its sense."

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- Lisa

"So..."
      I began.

It is our lunch break and I invited Chaeyoung to eat on a newly opened small restaurant. The woman wouldn't let it pass, of course, her taste will always be a judge to newly opened for any stores that is under food industry.

"How are you after you got drunk? You really are wasted. Good thing you had a thought of inviting your boyfriend."
      I took a crab meat and ate it after asking...

She stopped from chewing and looked at me with no emotions showing on her face. Then so I gave her a questioning look, internally asking her what it is she's thinking about and she swallowed the food inside her mouth before saying...

"I almost fuck him."

        Without anything else, without any emotions out, she stated it carefree.

There's a confusing smile formed on my lips as I wanted to laugh while processing her words but it was more confusing to think of what she said.

"What?"
      I asked, wanting for clarifications.

Chaeyoung...
She likes joking around, but not this kind of joke. There's a part of me theorizing that it might be an idiomatic expression, or a joke, but there's that part of me saying...

"Well, she drank alcohol that night..."

She clicked her tongue and heaved, the burden feeling is evidently visible on her. She looked through the window, on the sky, where few clouds are passing by...

"I was drunk and I almost did it. I am so embarrassed."
       She mumbled and I am still at the moment of processing it.

She placed down her utensils, looked at me and dropped her shoulders down heavily, like it wss a huge burden for her to remember.

"He told me the next morning what I did, then he asked me not to drink too much anymore even if I'm with him cause I'm naughty when I do so. I feel so damn embarrass with him, I can't even look at him after the following hours we're together, and not even until now, he's inviting me to eat dinner but the most of me flashing the memory of what I did and it'a making me feel so uncomfortable."
       She ranted and I am not answering...

I just watch her say her words, her story...
And there's nothing coming to my mind, ghere's nothing that is sinking in properly in my brain after she gave me that pleading look, as if J can help her with her problem...

"Wait, wait. So...you almost did it, like you, Park Chaeyoung, almost did it?"
       I am still trying to re-hear everything, not still sure of what she's saying and by that moment she just gave me a distorted face together with a whimper, I gasped and my eyes widen in realization.

"Thought you're innocent."
       I whispered and she tapped my hand...

"Seriously..."
      I began to laugh, not just because of what she did but also because of how she reacts.