Just Her (Lisa X Unnamed)

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Story Time Setting:
Same morning as Lisa's point of view time setting.

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- Jungkook

It's already morning, she's still lying on her bed while I'm just sitting her next to her bed, on the carpeted floor of her room. Whenever I'm here, I would usually lie down with or would sit next to her at least but I have no courage to do so.

What happened gave me discouragement. Around her, I normally have the confidence to show myself but right now... I'm not even sure if I'm still the man I believed I am. I want to be sweet for her, I want to cuddle with her, I want to touch her, kiss her... hug her with feeling no guilt and pain.

That moment I hugged her hours ago, I felt so burdened. I did it despite of lacking in confidence just to hide things through me and tried to ease the heaviness by having her in my arms though...

I know...

"I know that she..."

"Hey..."
She shifted and her face distorted as the light hit her close eyes.

I have to cover the light hitting her face to make sure it won't hurt her eyes once she opened them. And as she did, my heart ached.

"Good morning."
I greeted.

"Morning..."
With her raspy voice, she greeted back. Eyes are still close, lips are a bit dry while cheeks are a bit puffy.

"I'll make you breakfast."
I stated once she had opened her eyes, giving her a smile at this time makes me want to beat myself but I have to...

"Shall I carry you downstairs?"
She is looking at me with no expression at all, that was an unexpected vibe.

I could see nothing but emptiness, as if she can't feel anything while seeing me. It didn't get to pass through my sight, how her jaw clenched after few seconds.

"Chaey? Baby?"
She stayed like that till I called her twice, once with her name and once with a sweet call.

"Hmm?"
And that appealed, when she suddenly mustered to let o it sparks surrounding her after humming in response.

"Should I carry yo..."
She shook her and smiled.

"Go ahead, I'll stay a little bit longer."
She answered before closing her eyes again.

I can see no response for that, I've been out of idea ever since I saw her, ever since I found it.

"Okay, I'll just make your breakfast. I'll comeback after."
I walked down the stairs, headed to the kitchen, and immediately made the breakfast for her.

While I'm still cooking some eggs, I already could hear her footsteps going near. Before, when there has nothing that had happened yet, I would expect for her to sweetly hug me from behind, rest her cheek on my back and whine sleepily...

But now... I heard the feet of the chair scratching the tiled floor, and its clicking as she sat on it. I heard the water from the pitcher being poured on a glass and after some seconds, I heard the ticking of the glass on the table.