It had been a little over a week since the message from Shawn, after a much needed crying session I pulled myself together and I decided not to respond to him.
I couldn't.
This was the best thing for me.
He was still my person, his music was still the first thing I turned too when I needed to get out of my own head at times.
The physical person though, I had to say far away from and so I did.I went back to the routine of my life.
Gym.
Work.
Yoga.
Home.
Greek god.Sometimes in that order or shuffled, depends on the day.
Right now I was at work, bored at my desk as I waited for my boss to finish her meeting. Working for a fashion blogger who then became a powerhouse wasn't always peachy but today was pretty mellow and that kept me uneasy. I enjoyed the fast pace working space.
I was deep in my own thoughts that I didn't hear my phone ringing loudly in my desk draw. I quickly snapped out of my train of thought and withdrew my phone from my desk quickly.
The Greek god himself was calling. As much as I wanted to answer I couldn't, not during work. I texted him quickly staying I was at work and I couldn't answer. I placed my phone back in my draw and placing it on silent.
It was now my lunch break and I was walking down to my favorite pizza place on the corner of my office, with two of my coworker friends. These girl were so factious and stuck up but I didn't enjoy eating lunch alone so when they invited me to tag along I didn't deny it. We were ordering our usuals and they gossiped nonstop as I would chime in every so often keeping my remarks short and my questions minimal. Once we got our food we sat in our usual spots by the booth nearest the huge glass widow. The girls seemed to best friends because sometimes they forgot I was even around and they would have to like remind themselves that another person was across them too.
I munched on my slice as my phone began to ring.
The Greek god flashed over my screen.
I placed my phone to the ear and the smile eased my face waiting to hear his sexy voice.
"I thought you forgot about me." He said I could imagine his beautiful smile while speaking.
" I could never." I said my cheeks suddenly getting hot. How could he have this affect on me with so little effort? My two co workers quickly turned to me suddenly interested in my conversation. I didn't pay them much attention.
"Is that right beautiful? That's what I like to hear. By the way you look exceptional in your red blouse and that black skirt hugging your hips just right."He said as if he was looking directly at me.
He couldn't possibly be here, he was in Greece. Where he needed to be.I looked around confused and a small hint of arousal.
Then I saw him, standing by the front door looking twice as better as I had remembered. He wore a black fitted tee, black jeans and dark brown worn down boots with a black skull cap his hair coming out on the sides , his hair had gotten longer.
Before I knew it I was on my feet speed walking to him and then practically jumping in his arms.
He was really here.
How did he know where I was? Had I told him before where I eat during my break?
I must've, we literally talk about everything.
I quickly pushed whatever second thoughts growing to the back Of my mind.He held on to me in a bear hug embrace and it felt good.
It felt just.
He smelled so mainly and clean like in a sense.
His strong arms wrapped around me like a glove and he kissed the top of my head.
"I guess you missed me, huh?" He said as we created a small space as we separated. I had forgotten that we were in a pizza shop for a moment. I looked around and just as I suspected eyes where on us, well mostly him. The woman couldn't seem to tear their eyes away and I couldn't blame them, he wasn't called a Greek god for nothing.
I began to quickly get self conscious with myself as the woman looked at me as if the question
why her? She's nobody special. Look at her.
I guess he felt my mood change and in a swift move he caresses my face with both strong hands and he placed a small kiss to my lips, and another making me feel my legs get weak. He was so gentle but firm in his touch I could get lost in it so quickly.
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Consumed || Shawn Mendes ||
Fanfic**** "This was my own doing. I allowed this. I wanted this. To be some kind of reality I had dreamed of countless times. I let this go to far. I became consumed. " **** *Started ; Jan.7.19 - Finished ; Jan.20.19 * Please a reminder everything...