Consumed || Shawn Mendes ||

Carte Blanche

The sun had went down before i noticed we had been here for a few hours. We had covered the basics of 'getting to know each other', now we were outside in front of bonfire and all these bodies were around and chatter. I had paced myself with my drinks just to keep myself aware of my own surroundings of course. He was keeping it light sticking to beer and taking casual sips here and there. He was a true gentlemen so far and he kept his attention to me and our conversation, of course at times he did gain the attention of some of the woman. I didn't seem to mind but he acted totally oblivious to it. Which turned them to look at me in a disgusted way. I chose to just give them a half smile and continued to engage in conversation with him.

The bar began to get more full as the sun went down and the night began to settle. Alot of the beach goers had just came up like we did to get drunk and just gossip and dance to music. This is what a vacation was after all. The Greek god's friends did join for a few and they stopped to us and engaged in a few conversations but they soon disappeared with random girls. We just sat by the bonfire people watching and laughing about random things and such. After awhile he saw i was beginning to get cold under to seemingly cool night air so he gave me his thin sweater to drape over my shoulder.

The music began to blare loudly as we headed inside the bar towards the bar. As he ordered himself another drink a new song came on 'Anywhere' by Rita Ora and i found myself drawn to the music. I began to head to the dance floor along with the other bodies that were already there dancing the night away. As the first verse was ending and the second was beginning i found myself closing my eyes and swaying my hips to the music. Getting lost in translation. My feet moved in a matching rhythm as the beats and i felt so free in myself. I wasn't a bad dancer more on the shy side. But while i was here dancing i didn't feel any ounce of guilt or self consciousness washing me.

I felt carte blanche.

The song ended and another one started and it was 'Pearls' By Samantha Gongol began to play. This was more of a slow sexy song and i didn't mind it. I started dancing alone and I then felt warm hands meet my hips and a body pressed against my back. I felt his breath meet the small of my neck and his lips touched the middle of my ear.

"Can i have this dance?" He asked allowing the bottom of his lip graze my lobe.

My body felt on fire and i let out a small breath and i simply nodded my head. I could feel his smile on my collarbone as he began to meet the movement of my hips with his. His hands traveled to the shoulder of his sweater and he slowly removed the thin like materiel off my body slowly. And this it was gone. I felt a slight cold rush over my now bare back, shoulders and arms but it was quickly replaced with the heat from his body. He smelled good. clean in a way. Even after the beach. His hands wrapped around the middle of my waist as his free hand went to my hand and guided me to extend it back to touch the back of his neck. I did as such. Now we were so painfully close to one another. i felt his chest going up and down on my back and i knew he could feel my heart racing. But he never said anything if he did. The song played on and we just moved as if we were one with one another. His small touches burning my skin. His slow breaths echoing though my ear.

The song came to an end and he slowly turned me to face him. Our eyes met and we smiled. We didn't speak a word, he took the risk and leaned into my lips allowing a space for me to go the remaining way if i had so chose. I met him the rest of the way and our lips touched. It was slow and sensational. He was a gentlemen even in us kissing. He let me lead the way and once he got the swing of it he took over.

And the next song began. 'Mutual' By Shawn Mendes.

'I want you close to me

I want you close, I want you closer'

Our lips parted and i opened my eyes and i saw him.
Shawn. But it wasn't actually him. It was simply my imagination. But I didn't care in this moment. 

'But when you're here with me

It's hard to tell just what you're after '

I smiled and i returned my lips to the Greek gods lips.