Hard to Love (Reader x Severus Snape) COMPLETED

Chapter 4: Quidditch

Erin's POV

I looked all around and didn't see who used Legilimens on me. But they saw the thing with Snape, I looked up at him but he wasn't even looking at me. This might turn bad, maybe it was Dumbledore. That would be even worse because he probably thought 'Why would she think about a professor like that?' I know I even think it's ridiculous to think like that considering I've never.. Except once, but were not gonna go into detail about that because that was at Beauxbatons.

"When do your lessons start, Erin?" I heard Hermione say snapping me out of my thoughts.

"Uh, I assume sometime this week or the next, I'll ask him in class Monday." I sighed, it was the weekend. I planned on sleeping in but Hermione just insisted to try out for quidditch. I might as well, I mean I am good at it.

"Draco aren't you trying out for quidditch as well?" Ron said

"Yeah, how much better are you, Erin?" he chuckled

"Probably not much. I don't know how it works here, it could be different."

"Do you plan on being a seeker?" Harry said, I knew he was the famous Gryffindor seeker, better than most of them.

"No, I was at Beauxbatons. I decided to change it up a little, be a Chaser." I said

"Are you sure you'll be able to handle that? People get really aggressive in quidditch." Draco said worryingly. I looked at him and sighed "I'm pretty sure I'm more of a man than you, Draco" I laughed

Everyone laughed including Draco. We were walking back to our common room and Draco said, "You were joking back there, right?"

"Maybe, we'll see tomorrow." I laughed and said Goodnight to Draco and went up to my room.

Daphne wasn't in here and I'm sure it's almost past curfew, maybe she was in the common room and I didn't see her. I got in the shower and when I came out, she still wasn't in the room. It was none of my business where she was anyways, I got in bed and started reading. I fell asleep about 30 minutes later

Dream

"Professor, we might get caught."

"We won't" Snape said as he kissed me harder

"How do you know?"

"I just do, now shut up and kiss me" he said as he kissed me. He undressed me and kisses my neck, I softly moaned. "Please" I begged him. "Gladly" he said

Then I woke to Hermione hitting my face

"Bloody hell, Hermione!" I exclaimed "I was in a semi-good dream!" wait... did I just say that about the dream of me and Snape?!

"Well quidditch tryouts are going on and you aren't going to be late" She said

"Dammit, let me take a shower at least. I'm all sweaty."

"What were you dreaming about that was so good for you to yell at me?" she asked

"Nothing really important." I trust Hermione but I don't want her to judge me, if these dreams keep occurring, I will mention them to her. But I don't feel like being judged quite yet.

"You'll have to tell me eventually, we are friends. Were not supposed to keep secrets.." after she said that I felt shitty about myself and realized I had to tell her.

"I've been having these dreams about Professor Snape... and they are rather.. sexual." I said as I drifted off. She gave me a look then said "That's nothing to be embarrassed about, Rin. Everyone thinks like that sometimes". When she said that I don't think she heard me

"You heard me right? About Professor Snape?" I asked, she nodded, "Rin, everyone thinks like that and even if it isn't a teacher, they still do."

"Oh, I just felt like you'd judge me because it was a teacher." I laughed slightly

"I would never judge you, Rin." she smiled

"I'm going to get my shower, and also, don't think there is anything going on between Snape and I because of our after dinner lessons. There is no way a teacher would like me" I laughed

"I'm not"

I took my shower and threw on some shorts and a Slytherin t-shirt for tryouts. I'm nervous after my dream because I have to face Snape, and I'll probably think about the dreams the entire time and not focus and not make the team. I think I'm stressing too much about it, maybe a little.

Me and Hermione ran down to the quidditch pitch and all the heads of the houses were there and a bunch of people practicing.

"You do a practice game in the position you want to play and if you do great, I guess you get the spot. There are multiple games playing though. So be careful" Draco said to me while patting my back "Were in the first group, so be ready." He handed me a broom. "It's a gift from my parents, they thought since I write about you a lot that they would do something nice and yeah.." he smiled

"Thank you, and make sure you tell them I said thank you." I smiled

The first group was Slytherin against Hufflepuff. It was a very interesting game, I got hit a lot but I sucked it up. Slytherin won, without catching the Golden Snitch.

Draco and I headed back to the Common Room with Hermione following, I love Hermione just enters with us and they don't care. We were all sitting in my room

"How do we know if we made it or not?" I asked

"Snape will tell us himself, or just say it in class." Draco said

"Rin, I'm pretty sure you made it, you basically carried the team. No offense Draco" She laughed

"It's fine, are you okay though, Erin? You took some hits out there that I would be crying over." Draco chuckled and I looked at him and shrugged "My stomach kind of hurts but it's probably nothing"

"Alright, Erin." he said

"Hermione, why don't you ever try out?" I asked

"I'd rather be studying than do pointless sports, no offense." She laughed.

"I can still study why playing a pointless sport" I said

"Well I'd rather put all my time into studying than half of it."

"Alright Hermione." I laughed

Great hall

Me and Draco were standing at the Gryffindor table, the rest of them gave us strange looks. We didn't care, we were friends with Hermione, Ron, and Harry. They can deal with it.

Professor Snape came up to Draco and I, we were prepared to be yelled at for being around the Gryffindor's, But instead he said, "Ms. Smith, Mr. Malfoy."

"I know we'll go sit down." Draco said.

"Actually, I wanted to congratulate you two on making the quidditch team." said Snape.

"Wait really?" I exclaimed, Snape nodded. I was very excited, so excited that I kissed Draco.... that was an immediate mistake... "Draco, I'm so sorry. That was the adrenaline, don't think..." He chuckled and said "It's fine, Erin. I like you but I didn't think you'd ever feel like that." He slightly laughed again.

I sighed with relief, and I was so excited to not notice that Professor Snape had witnessed all of that... "Professor, I'm sorry. I-"

"Don't let it happen again, Ms. Smith..." He said with disappointment in his voice.. Why the disappointment though? There is no way he could possibly feel the same about me? Could he?

End of chapter

Does Snape feel the same about Erin?

Thank lovelies for reading, I know nothing really has happened yet but I'm building it up. So just you wait lovelies. Have a great day/night :)