Hard to Love (Reader x Severus Snape) COMPLETED

Chapter 13: Christmas Pt. 2

Erin's POV

I was heading to Snape's classroom, and noticed it was open, it usually isn't. He was probably tired of people knocking on it to wish him 'Merry Christmas'. I walked in and he was just sitting here looking into space

As a joke I slammed the door shut, he jumped and looked at, I smiled at said "Merry Christmas, Severus."

"Smith, you too." He looked at me softly

"I uh, got you something. I know I didn't have to, but you've taught me so much and I'm thankful for that..." I walked over to his desk and handed him the present, "So here." I smiled

"Smith, I didn't get you anything..."

"You didn't have to. I was just being nice."

"Thank you." he opened it and it was two viles with two snakes wrapped around them, "They're amazing, Smith."

"You're welcome. I should get back to the party, I'll see you later." I smiled and walked out. I smiled to myself, he was actually grateful and... he looked happy.. hm.

Snape's POV

That damn girl. How can she make me feel? It's so stupid, the viles she got me.. Remind me of my mothers, she had them. I had lied about getting Smith a gift, I didn't want her to get asked about it, so I'm using her owl to send it to her tonight. I hope she likes it... I can't believe I'm saying this, but I love her..

Erin's POV

*TIMESKIP A COUPLE HOURS*

The party was fun, I've never seen Hermione so wild and free, she was passed out on my couch and Draco was in my bed. I honestly didn't care what he did at this point, Kaylee and her Hufflepuff were sleeping, and I was getting ready to, but there was tapping at my window, it was my owl?

I opened the window and he flew onto my desk lamp "Hello, I don't really get mail... I wonder who sent you.."

He looked at me and gave me the 'Take this damn box off me, now' look. "Alright." I smiled and took the box off, my owl left quickly.

I opened the box and it was a necklace... beautiful, simple but so beautiful... I placed it on my desk.. I wonder who it's from though... it was a sweet gesture... hm.. I opened the card and it said 'I saw this and thought of your beautiful eyes, and thought it would look nice on you, Merry Christmas XX'. That's sweet... people never really tell me my eyes are beautiful, some say they look like Harry's....

I laid down and Draco flipped over and put his arm around me. I didn't care at this point, I know I shouldn't lead him on, but what happens if I can't be with Severus... I probably won't be, but who knows, life is crazy man. I heard a slight knock at the door. I went to open it and it was my mum.

I walked out and closed the door. "Mum, did you need something?"

"No, I just wanted to see if you were okay. I knew there was a party going on and I wanted to see if you were sober slash hungover." she chuckled

"Mum, I'm fine. You could've sent me an owl?"

"I know, but the magic stuff is weird and I see I'm kind of sick of it."

"You knew Harry's parents didn't you." I said after a long pause

"Yes, Lily and James... they were good people... you remind me of Lily..."

"Have you heard from, Jim?" I asked

"No, nor do I want to. I should let you get back to sleep..." she said quietly

"Alright, I'll see you in the morning.." I said and walked back into my room

That was weird, she never comes to my room unless it's really important. Hm...

I couldn't sleep for most of the night so I decided to go down to the lake, it weirdly reminds me of Paris. I realized most of the stuff was a lie... I am from here, the language in Paris must've been burned into my mind by my grandmother and brothers. It was weird finally figuring all of this out, I loved it here, but I really want to know my entire story... what actually happened. I want to remember..

"Smith, again, really?" It was Snape

"Uh, sleep walking?" I said while chuckling

"No, why are you up this late?" It's damn near 4:30"

"I can't sleep..." I said quietly

"Why?" he asked then sat beside me

"Too much on my mind... My mum said I remind her of Harry's mum. They knew each other very well.."

"I'm sorry, Smith.. You do remind me of Lily as well, your face is so similar to hers..."

"But my mother showed me a photo of my mum... I look like her..." I said

"Smith... " He looked at me

"Yes, Severus?" I asked

He kissed me with force, licking my bottom lip asking for access, I let him. I kissed back with a little force. He had his hand on my lower back, pulling me close to him. I wrapped my arms around his neck and tried to pull myself closer, if it was even possible. He lifted me up and my legs were wrapped around him, he walked over to the tree near the lake and pressed me against it.

"Smith.. Your so beautiful.." he tried to say between kisses

I smiled and continued kissing him.

We stopped, he put me down, and we straightened our clothes.

"Follow me, Smith." He said with serious voice.

I did so and not paying attention, I ended up in a room. I assumed it was his Private chambers and we were by his bed.

He kisses passionately and I kissed back. He again licked my bottom lip and asked for access, I denied and he let out a frustrated groan and growled lowly, I slightly laughed and this time he forced his tongue into my mouth, not even asking for entrance. He took my shirt off and kissed my neck down to my chest. He started kissing my lips again and I tugged at his robes. I unbuttoned his robe and shirt while still kissing, I was getting impatient with all the damn buttons. He heard me grunt and started helping me with the buttons, not breaking the kiss. We were both shirtless and I noticed he actually had a super nice body, under all the layers of clothes you can't really tell. He laid me on his bed and after undressing each other we were under the covers still making out.. he stopped and looked at me

"Have you done this before...?" he asked

"Yes.. don't worry." I smiled

I kissed his neck and slightly bit him, he let out a groan. I smirked against his neck and continued to kiss his lips again. I loved this... Maybe I will get to be with him. Maybe some stuff will work out, I really hope it does.

He pressed up against me and I could feel his hard member and moaned in the middle of kissing, I felt him smile and I arched my back as he kissed my chest again, he went down my stomach, leaving hickey's everywhere he kissed. He kissed down to my inner thigh and even left hickey's there too, I moaned as he kissed closer to my spot.. Finally he came back to my lips and I felt his member inside me, and I moaned louder...

The rest of the night was wonderful... after an hour or two, we were both laying down and he had his arm wrapped around my waist, pulling me close to him. I could feel his breath against my neck as he slept, this somehow comforted me, and I could sleep easier, after a couple minutes I did fall asleep. I loved this feeling..

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