Hard to Love (Reader x Severus Snape) COMPLETED

Chapter 18: New Years

Erin's POV

(Also! Guys! I am so sorry for lack of updating. A lot of things are just, going on right now and I haven't really had time, thanks for understanding and being patient!)

I was getting ready for New Years, I heard a knock on my door.

I walked over and opened it, to see it was Tanner. So I let him in

"Hey sis, are you spending New Years with us?" He asked

"I already have plans Tan... I didn't know you'd come this quick... I promise tomorrow we'll spend most of the day together.."

"Oh, it's alright." He said, I had noticed that his accent wasn't very strong...

"You spent longer at Beauxbatons than me... Why is your accent lesser than mine?" I asked

"I never talked, barely listened, and translated the books to English.. I rarely did anything in French.." he said

"Oh. I'm sorry that I left... I wanted to give them a chance.. I wanted to take you with me.. But they wouldn't allow it.." I said

"Rin, it's alright... Everything is fine." He chuckled.

"Alright..." I laughed

He sat on the couch and said "Is that a dress you're wearing? Erin, is this a boy you've made plans with?"

"Possibly." I said

"I remember you refused to wear dressed at Beauxbatons. You always got in trouble for it as well." he chuckled

"I hated dressed for unnecessary reasons." I said

"And this boy is necessary?" Tanner looked at me

"Kind of... I really like him, Tan..." I said

"Well, do you want me to braid your hair into two?" He asked

"Oh my god, if you could. That would be a dream, Tan." I smiled

He smiled and French Braided my hair into two braids.

It was around 10:30 when I got done getting ready, Tanner left and I made my way to Snape's private chambers. He let me in and we just sat there.

"So, why'd you want me to come down here?" I asked "You aren't even talking.."

"I..." He started to say

"Severus... Why'd you ignore me..?"

"I didn't want to hurt you... But I ended up doing that anyways.. and I'm so sorry.." He said

"It's fine... I'm here now.. I said

He slightly smiled and embraced me. He got really close to my lips, I could feel his breath.. I needed to break the distance. Before I could, he did. He smashed his lips against mine and we were both breathing heavily. I heard a knock on the wall, Severus ignored it.

"Severus, the door." I said in between the kisses.

"It can wait." He said kissing me harder.

The knocks were louder, and he groaned and fixed his robes and got up to walked over to the wall, I fixed my messy hair and lipstick..

When he opened the wall, I saw my mother... Dumbledore, Harry, and Tanner.... fantastic.

"Sweetie! I didn't know you were gonna be here!" My mum said.

"Surprise!" I said, trying to act like I knew

Tanner walked in and saw me, he looked at Snape, then at me.. his eyes widened

I gave him the 'tell anyone and I'll kill you' look

He looked back at Harry... All this is so crazy... I am apart of triplets... one of them is the most unexpected.. I started to get a headache... I noticed Tanner and Harry had a strange look on their face..

"Headache?" I asked them

"Yeah" They replied in unison..

"Same... is it..?" I started to say

"I don't know... but it's strange." Tanner said

We shook it off and continued with our night.

New years came around... and it was a New Year. My mum and brothers left as did Dumbledore. I said I was helping clean up, there wasn't really much to clean up. But I wanted to see Severus..

"So, why'd you invite my family and Dumbledore?" I asked "I thought this was.. just you and I."

"It was, but your mother wanted to spend time with you. So I invited her and figured you'd stay after.." he said

"Dumbledore?" I asked

"I was being... nice." he said

"Oh, well. What would've happened if I didn't stay?" I said

"Don't know, send an owl to come and get you."

"Romantic." I chuckled.

He walked over to me and kissed me, so much force... I loved every minute of it... He slid his hands up and down my back.. then up my dress and started to take my dress off. I tried to unbutton his damn robes again, struggled.. he helped me and he picked me up to where my legs were wrapped around him and he carried us to his bedroom.... That night was amazing, best way to start off the New Year..

I woke up around 7 AM, I realized that was a bad time to wake up because everyone would be up and about.. I was panicking

"Are you okay?" Severus asked

"How am I supposed to leave?" I asked

"Shit.. didn't think about that.." He said

"Yeah, maybe I can just.. run for it.." I chuckled

"Maybe." He said

We both got up and got dressed. I was about to leave and he kissed me.

"I love you.." he said

"I love you too, Severus.." I replied

"Good, I'll see you later.." he smiled

"Bye." I smiled and ran out of there. Thank goodness no one was out there, I would've been in deep shit.

I walked to Tanner and Draco's room. Hopefully Draco wasn't there

I walked into their room and it was only Tanner

"Hey.." I sat beside him on his bed

"Rin, you'll get in deep shit.." he said

"I know, you can't really help who you're attracted to and not..." I said

"I know that, Rinny.. Remember Andrew? I miss him like hell, I didn't wanna leave him... But you needed me."

"Have you ever told him you liked him?" I asked

"Yes, actually. Before I left, I told him... In French... The worst French I could ever speak" he chuckled

"Aww, you really like him.. Maybe he can come out for the summer?"

"Maybe, if he isn't weirded out by my gay.."

"If he didn't react in disgust, he probably isn't weirded out"

"Maybe."

"He was one of my close friends, Tann... I miss him.."

"I miss everything already, I haven't even been gone a week..." he sighed

"I know, Tann."

I was really sad about leaving Beauxbatons, but think. If I hadn't come here... I could've been Tom Riddle's power, and he could've had control of me... The thought of that, just sends shivers down my back... I'm glad I'm here, I would've never met people I have now...

End Of Chapter!! have a great day/night!!!