I've hated today
I hated yesterday
I'll probably hate tomorrow too...
Does the pain of breathing ever fade?
Or do you just wake up one day and feel better ,cuse that's not at all what I feel
I wake up every day wishing that I didn't wake up at all...
My mind makes me dream of a world where everything is fine....
That I am happy.... something that I've long forgotten how to feel
When I breathe it feels like I am inhaling smoke...
With every breath it becomes harder to take another
Slowly feeling my lungs fill with soot
I wish I didn't have to breathe...
I wish that nobody cared enough....
But...
They do..
And shouldn't that be enough?
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Things I Wanted To Say But Didn't
PoetryThings that I wanted to say...... But can't. .. This story isn't just me bitching about my relationships. I still bitch about my mental health tho lol. It's just me venting so eh. Ik that most people have things worse than me I just .... idk lol ___...
