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Things I Wanted To Say But Didn't

Poésie

Things that I wanted to say...... But can't. .. This story isn't just me bitching about my relationships. I still bitch about my mental health tho lol. It's just me venting so eh. Ik that most people have things worse than me I just .... idk lol ___...

#binge #depersonalization #depretion #deprivation #distant #longdistance #lonly #rants #relationship #relationship-complicated #sad #triggerwarning #warning

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by charliesnight

by charliesnight

I wonder why I always look my best when I'm at my worst.?

Maybe it's because I try to put more effort into myself, to avoid people asking if I'm okay and rather have them say you look nice today.

Or just not notice at all

To avoid the stares of pitiful onlookers and their happy lives.

Starring you in the face.

Have you ever met someone who knew-?
Exactly what you were feeling without having to ask?

Like they could see right through you?

Through the character you play?

I have.

I hated every moment of it.

We sat next to each other for and hour.
Not a word was said. No "Hello" nor "good bye" just the silence was unsettling enough that made me want to run. To get up and run. Run as far away from them.

Because how could anyone know exactly what you felt but didn't know a single damn thing about you.