Sick.
Sick to my stomach
Sick of my eyes
Sick of my figure.
It disgusts me
I swam for the first time in a long time. All I could think about was my wish of death.
That the pain of the freezing cold water, waiting for the hypothermia to grab my brosed ankles and drag me further down.
To the bottom of the pool where the water can fill my lungs
To rinse out the sick feeling in my throat and the soot from my lungs
Where no one can hear me scream
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Things I Wanted To Say But Didn't
شِعرThings that I wanted to say...... But can't. .. This story isn't just me bitching about my relationships. I still bitch about my mental health tho lol. It's just me venting so eh. Ik that most people have things worse than me I just .... idk lol ___...
