You know?
It's funny
How easy it was when I forgot how much I wanted to die
I haven't died in my head for so long.
It almost feels like a distant memory... almost
It was easy. Not wanting to die
It was even easier. Wanting to.
Bc atleast I knew what I wanted
Now I don't know what or who I want.
I no longer have an end goal any more
I had a plan
I had completed everything by that day and all because I got caught right before. I couldn't go back and try again.
I just couldn't
I'd wanted to die for so long and now, I've forgotten how to live.
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Things I Wanted To Say But Didn't
PoetryThings that I wanted to say...... But can't. .. This story isn't just me bitching about my relationships. I still bitch about my mental health tho lol. It's just me venting so eh. Ik that most people have things worse than me I just .... idk lol ___...
