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Things I Wanted To Say But Didn't

Poetry

Things that I wanted to say...... But can't. .. This story isn't just me bitching about my relationships. I still bitch about my mental health tho lol. It's just me venting so eh. Ik that most people have things worse than me I just .... idk lol ___...

#binge #depersonalization #depretion #deprivation #distant #longdistance #lonly #rants #relationship #relationship-complicated #sad #triggerwarning #warning

8. finally (love life)

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by charliesnight

by charliesnight

I fell..

In the shower while listening to a playlist and hit my head.

I got up and heard the line. "Hold on, I still want you"..something you said to me... and it meant the world.

Leaning against the wall,bashing my fists into it.

Got out of the shower when my legs gave out and sat there.

Then I realised. You arn't coming back.

And I've accepted that you won't
But it took an hour of crying and screaming but I finally got it through my thick scull.

I couldn't get up.

I just felt so cut up.

I just sat there.

I called my mom and she helped me up.

A good mom she is...

I just hate that she has to endure a crying teen moping about some boy..
I've really stuped this low..

How tragic