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Things I Wanted To Say But Didn't

Poesie

Things that I wanted to say...... But can't. .. This story isn't just me bitching about my relationships. I still bitch about my mental health tho lol. It's just me venting so eh. Ik that most people have things worse than me I just .... idk lol ___...

#binge #depersonalization #depretion #deprivation #distant #longdistance #lonly #rants #relationship #relationship-complicated #sad #triggerwarning #warning

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by charliesnight

by charliesnight

I don't know why...
I've come so far. But..
I didn't think I would ever get this far..

My feet are sore..
Sore from dragging myself around these past months...

I feel like I'm about to fall
-And I know I will..
The moment school starts again..
I fear that I'll relapse, I don't want to.
I've been weeks clean of my self destruction.
I'll relapse..

Relapse

I know I will ... I just know that I will..

I don't want to..