Confusion is what runs through my mind. I know what I'm confused about. So this writing may be long, or it may be short. However long it is, isn't really my concern right now. I guess I'm just gonna start writing and see where it takes me.
What I don't know is what I want. I wish I knew what I wanted. But does it really matter what I want? That is where it gets confusing. I want one thing, but another part of me questions it all and I rethink if it's really what I want. As much as I wanna talk to you about it, the words just don't come out. I wish they would, but it's just hard for the words to come out as I want it. Even when I type them they could easily be mistaken. I've made jokes before that no one can understand because it's over text and not saying it aloud. I don't exactly know what you want, I don't know what you think. That may be an error in my part, I'm willing to accept that and move on. But I don't know if it is or not. I'm just confused overall about this.
But I know one thing that I'm not confused about. I know I want to watch you grow into someone amazing (not that you aren't amazing right now). I'm just glad that I get to know you regardless what the plans are. I'm just glad that we are able to talk together and spend time together. I bet that you don't even know how I really feel, you may know some parts, but you can't fully understand how someone feels about you. That is where it gets confusing. Tonight is just a confusing mood.
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Thoughts of the Day
RandomThis book here will be my thoughts either before going to bed, or throughout the day. Feel free to give criticism, and thoughts, all are welcomed.
